Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Monday, March 31, 2003
5:58 AM playing with the new msn.
so cute =)
did homework.
played badminton with paddy.
slept.
maths tuition.
am blogging.
lol. shasha doesnt like mei.
wanted to bite her =X
poor mei.
shld i go to her place?
i duno. hai.
ill hurt her if i dun. wat ta do?!
hm. tink will be bz doin idpw too.
even though theres SARS.
still gonna go out.
i feel so ..........
hate this feeling.
and my sis is pissing me off.
>:(
forget it.
Sunday, March 30, 2003
5:16 PM stupid dog woke me up from my sleep. bah. keep barking.>.< sigh. ytd was a real slack dae. din go church cux poor mum was sick. woke up at 7.30 and woke mei en up too -grinz- did SS until 9. watched soccer while mei en fell asleep again. ?_! met kris at mrt and went to far east. mei found her pleated skirt. AT LAST! hahahax. bought a few things. then went mei's hse to practice dance. but we watched tv instead. ltr wanted to go and cut hair but the shop was closed so went home and after the soooo many phone calls, went to watch braveheart with my mum. sigh. cia called say theres dance at her hse on wed. dun feel like going but nvm. im so bored. might as well juz go. lol. k, going to cut hair. tata. =)
bevee
(what cia calls me) ?_! lol. crazy
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Friday, March 28, 2003
3:37 AM yoohoo.~
just remembered the apple and banana song. lolz.
i like to eat eat eat apples and bananas
i like to eat eat eat apples and bananas
i like to ate ate ate aples and banainais
i like to ate ate ate aples and banainais
i like to ote ote ote opples and banonos
i like to ote ote ote opples and banonos
i like to ite ite ite ipples and banianias
i like to ite ite ite ipples and banianias
...
and so on hai, silly but weird. okkkk, bubbyes.
3:30 AM am back from mei's hse. was dancing. lol. and i dance like shit. hahax. found our outfit. ok lah =/ not that i like it very much. but nvm. SARS. =( my aunt n uncle bought so many masks. i mask = $6. use for 8hrs. so ex. and its gonna be out of stock. they are doctors of cuz, so they need it. poor things. its getting real boring. yea, im bored.
shasha, corrine's sausage dog came ytd to live with us cuz corrine has to go to east timor for a month. she's really unfriendly though. bit my mum and sis. =/ but shes probably homesick. takes time. uh-huh.
im bored. >.< HELP
im making ppl cry. sigh. what to do. =confused=
am i that insensitive. augh. i have my own life too. so pls.
stop it. you enjoy making me feel bad? well, u are.
sigh, i guess there's no hope. i duno what to do.
ive waited so long. want u back. u noe.
I see you walking down the street
I catch your eye before we meet
But you look down to check your feet
I wish I'd say are you okay?
You're looking better everyday
But I just smile and walk away
Why did two lovers
End up like strangers
When did we stop seeing eye to eye
[CHORUS]
Everyday you took my breath away
But now theres no reply
Only hi, goodbye
Like a dream come true
When it was me and you
Now I just don't know why
We say hi and
Hi and goodbye
(Hi and goodbye)
I know it sounds like a cliche
But when I pass our old cafe
It always feels like yesterday (like yesterday)
We shared a blanket in the cold
To give a promise made of gold
We had a deal through heart and soul
Why did two lovers
End up like strangers
When did we stop seeing eye to eye
[CHORUS]
I remember the way
We always had words to say
And nothing could tear us apart
I knew you by heart
We were eye to eye
Now we're only hi and goodbye
(Hi and goodbye)
[CHORUS x2]
Hi and goodbye (goodbye)
Hi and goodbye
Hi and goodbye (ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh)
Hi and goodbye (goodbye)
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
7:16 AM been busy from morning 6.30am to night 10pm. had boring school as usual. then stayed back with 3A2 to help with the fun fair item. the track seems to be getting on well. haha. hope to make lotsa money out of it. haha. but i dun care. its for the school. not my prob. i rather help my church. lolx. im so bad. lol. whatever. had our first training combined with the sec 2 juniors today. it was kinda fun n tiring. but yea, who cares. as long as i can play wif the netball again. missed it so much. lol. =) ended rather late n was LATE. =X oops. sorry. but real surprised and glad that u were still dere. thx.=D was fetched hm. really not used to it. lol. haha. den b1 came my hse and got lift to church wif my mum. hahax. had prayer in church. dao kia, samual, bren n me were the only youths there. mei n kris had open hse so they din cum. cia had tuition too. yep..now im at hm, wanting to do hw but too tired. give u the proper % on sunday okkk. yea. juz wait. im so tired now. sigh. nite nite. haha. samual just send me this msg:
Saturday, March 22, 2003
11:53 PM just came back from after church shopping. spent quite a lot of $ *sad sad* hai. took neoprint and i look so ugly!!! hahax. yucks. but the neoprints quite nice heh?!! =) saw some gothic woman walking abt. -___-
she looked gross like a manaqin. wen she walked pass me, my heart just stopped beating. satanism. sigh. bought new shoes lace for my shoe. black with white stars. big one. hahaha. threading them in now. yawn. im so tired. got pissed off todae and i tink my reason is weird. just surprised at myself. bah. whatever. lol, i like b1's sunglasses. hot. lol. gtg bathe. ciao.~ =)
7:10 AM juz came back from Alpha. ahahaha. =D very fun. anyway, helped scoop food for the guest... lol. crazy B1, Sung Ann, Cia, Daniel, Sam, Sara, Jac, Nicole were dere. hahax...n B1 attracted a lot of attention horz. ahahaha. -grinz- escaped line dancing. *phew* hahaha. im so tired, yet happy. haha...duno why. can't wait for church and after church tml. =) k..needa use the phone. byee.
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Friday, March 21, 2003
11:26 PM You're not coffee, you're tea!
7:50 PM yawnz. i wake up soooo late these daes. there must be sumthing wrong with me. argh. sleep for twelve hrs and i get eye bags! wth. sigh. nvm. shall juz go for the alpha dinner. =) yea.
l tmaerd fo uoy tsal thgin lrig
ybab, ti saw os gnol.
eht maerd reven deppots
ti saw ekil reverof.
ti saw os gnirit.
tub ti tnew no.
hsiw uoy erew ereh.
i l o v e y o u
6:54 AM u're talkin to me like u want to spite me. but yea. it doesnt really work. -strange-. listen. no matter what. no matter who comes into my life. u know very well that no one can take yr place in my heart. lolx. its stupid. but its true. i try but i juz can't let u go. not that im clinging. its just the promise i made n the four letter word. you're the special one that i hope my friendship will last forever with. dun noe if everything with you was a game. but i hope not. yea, know u dun care now and u'll be like "whatever" but yea...im juz saying. and u are the only special person. yea u. not anyone else. u'll always be. missing u. gd luck anyway.
and if u need anyone. ill be there. juz let me noe. and i'll be there for you. ive promised. and i want to be there too. =)
Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a happy, happy place! You love all people and things!! Life is great! You're just like a happy child. Spread the cheer.
*this quiz was made by href="http://www.uinmind.com/sara">Sara
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek or more passionate embrace. super markets and work places are your favorite places to attack your loved one with all your love =p
you are a thoughtful fairy. you listen to your friends problems and you make sure everyone around you is satisfied. you write in your diary and listen to music just to get away from it all. you are beautiful inside and outside.
5:31 AM haiz. -mixed emotions- lolx. can see? haha. =Pp boring dae. "did" hw e whole tym at mei's hse. i tink so. lol. sang some apple n banana song. but i forgot the tune le. =/ haha. nvm. giving up on amaths n goin to eat soon. i've been eating too much. =Xx hahaha. whatever. so bored now. should i go for the alpha dinner? hmm. ill tink about it. -winkz- oh man, im cruel. wahahax. sigh. see how lahz. but most prob not, cox i've got plans with my darling cousins. =X but i will go if ive got really nothing to do. haha. mebbe.
answer is duno. i really can't feel anything. thats the true. dun ask me so many questions pls. i dun wan to answer. pls dun.
feeling extra bored. dun wan to tok though. im different? oh well..whatever. u're just being possesive. can i have time to myself? i dun have to suit u all the time. yea..whatever. buaiz
Thursday, March 20, 2003
2:29 AM had dancing again. calf is pain. talking to kinder bueno now. and u toking mushi again. can u dun. hahahax. pls. its scary. and weird. i rather u not actually. hm, so glad that we can do our dance. but still have to do e who let the dogs out tat is dedicated to pastor. its yucky. =X k, not suppose to sae anything. haha. can't wait to go out on sunday. duno y. hai. i tink u've been e only special person that impacted me n u'll be the only one. missing u always. love u.
[kinder bueno]
dun rush things. there is still another 5 yrs. right now, i dun want another special person. and u noe wad i have to concentrate on. pls go on with yr life. n dun think so much. accept her, she may be e one. i beg u.
hai.
Wednesday, March 19, 2003
6:13 AM hiEe! =) whole dae dancing. in e mornin went to cia's place wif mei for e line dancing practice. almost got lost. hahaha. but din. the dance is so errrrr.... nothing to say. floorfiller. but its like a wee bit hard. get mixed up sumtimes. oh gosh. gonna perform infront of like 1000 ppl. >.< *goosebumps* lee n jessica damn farni lorz. lolx. esp lee. like young kid. hahahahax. mei went str8 to my hse for bible study n kris "flew" over. haha. our last bible study together n we 3 + samantha turned up. goody. practiced "halfway round e world" hahaha, its much more classy than the floorfiller. hahaha. its really nice. my feet so pain now. tired too. gonna watch macbeth now. hahaha. ciao!
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
3:38 AM baq from shopping with my sister. -faints- she's a troublesum monkey. bought her pencil case. she's satisfied now i guess. haha. kris is gettin a new pone. haha. want to help her choose. hahahaha. arugh. got prob wif msn. bah. forget it. o_O. tml got line dancing for church. dun feel like goin. kris is so lucky, cant stand her. hahaha. k.betta go bathe. stinky.~
Monday, March 17, 2003
8:03 AM oOoh lalA~ wahaha.=) juz came baq from li en's burfdae party. -smiles- got to see all of dem together again. great feeling. ate like a pig. den had a veh fun game of bball. haha. me n ken v.s keith n paddy. =Pp we won. can u believe it. wahaha. sweated like shit. hahax. there was baby max at e party too. so cute can! den e thailand baby girl (forgot her name) kept gripping my finger. =) shes so adorable. her eyes. ! hahaha. played pictionary after eating e delicious cake! *licks lips* hahaha. damn funny. haha...was like old times. so long nv meet up n had this fun. hahaha. jee yee's unicorn looked like pig! pengz. hahaha. and e tonsils eh. haha.okkkk..its like so late n im being asked farni questions now. sigh. sumtimes i wish this kinda thing wont happen so fast. sleepy, gona slp. nite. =)
Sunday, March 16, 2003
9:49 PM companied sumbardie to dentist todae. so early can. hahahax. bren gave me dis small lil disk wif e songs inside. cute. =Pp thx. den walk walk eat eat shop shop but bought nothing as usual. looked for li en's prenz but couldnt find e pinchers. oh well. later. want e flower earrings. nice. =) broke. sigh. only a few dollars left. i dun look like ah lian okkkk. -_- hahaha. gonna watch fellowship of e ring now. den i shall start reading e book. les miserabs is nice manx. i wana read e book too! hahahaha. this evening got li's burfdae party. hahahaha. yippie! so glad. k..gtg buaizz.
5:46 AM -yawns- slept for 4 hrs in e afternoon. mei din cum to church cos she had camp. and kris went to club after church. so i went to cia's hse. den ltr met mel, lace, n desiree at simei. went orchard. they all looking at make up. ... ... hahahax! cia's so observant n i tink im plain pah jiao. haha. saw couple of gays. eeww. ahaha. den ltr went far east. shopped arnd n took neoprints wif mel n cia. nice!~ =D so tired..so went hm. lace tattoo pretty siax. -grinz- =PP
sigh. shes becuming more possesive each dae. arughh! cant stand it. i duno if i want to go out wif you. wat if i dun wan. im tired. im blogging bout u so u happy now huh.? haha. -smiles- thanx for the dVds. gonna watch dem soon. btw, din mean to dao u todae. my face got dao look mahx. haha. who ask u to dao me too. -_- hai. im tired. i duno k.
Friday, March 14, 2003
2:44 AM elloOoOo! *ahhh...choo* my nose hurts. been sneezin. got back results liao. =X bad. failed e maths. argh. supposed to get a1. ahaha. almost all were juz borderline passes. quite happy for eng n physics only. but yea...thank God for everything. haha. =D praise be to God! at least i didnt fail everything. haha anyway muz study harder. im only a 15 pointer right now. =X haha
I love the LORD , for he heard my voice;
he heard my cry for mercy.
Because he turned his ear to me,
I will call on him as long as I live.
The cords of death entangled me,
the anguish of the grave came upon me;
I was overcome by trouble and sorrow.
Then I called on the name of the LORD :
"O LORD , save me!"
The LORD is gracious and righteous;
our God is full of compassion.
The LORD protects the simplehearted;
when I was in great need, he saved me.
Be at rest once more, O my soul,
for the LORD has been good to you.
For you, O LORD , have delivered my soul from death,
my eyes from tears,
my feet from stumbling,
that I may walk before the LORD
in the land of the living.
I believed; therefore I said,
"I am greatly afflicted."
And in my dismay I said,
"All men are liars."
How can I repay the LORD
for all his goodness to me?
I will lift up the cup of salvation
and call on the name of the LORD .
I will fulfill my vows to the LORD
in the presence of all his people.
Precious in the sight of the LORD
is the death of his saints.
O LORD , truly I am your servant;
I am your servant, the son of your maidservant;
you have freed me from my chains.
I will sacrifice a thank offering to you
and call on the name of the LORD .
I will fulfill my vows to the LORD
in the presence of all his people,
in the courts of the house of the LORD -
in your midst, O Jerusalem.
Sunday, March 09, 2003
3:48 AM had church as usual. wore long sleeve. hot lorz. went to town wif kris, mei, mel, bren & ann. haha. sound like girls. walked arnd. den went to take neos. den i tink we got caught on camera. kris n mel went for free make up in sum stupid van -_-'' ahaha. was like waiting for a damn long tym for dem. -sheesh- hai..im so tired. juz woke up from my sleep. got ms singapore tonite. gonna watch soon. yep. so bubbyes.
Friday, March 07, 2003
2:49 AM bUrp! ooOoOooOh im so full. *rubs tummie* ate at seoul garden wif da netballers. =) went str8 after sports dae to town. took a cab n squeezed in 6 of us. geck n yuqi sat on the floor.=X uncle so kind too. so we managed to reach town so early. clever heh!~ ahaha. took neoprints too. =D really spent a lot on food. $17 bucks! gonna be broke soon. cannot spend so much liao. haha. met my nuer, grandnuer there.together wif the lee hse cheerleaders n tanny the dao kia + lizard + yanyi.+++ alot of ppl. haha. ate like crazy after dat became 2 mts "pregnant" wahaha. *broke xueling's prawn eating record! haha. ate 161 prawns. !_* hahaha. -winkz- our babies wld be called prawn. ahaha. -_-'' alrite. hahahax. oh yar...geck ying became celest's dEar for todae. ahaha. had lotsa fun. =) *happy* muz do this again. hee.
sports dae was ok. my 400m suxed. got 3rd last. =( relay was good, almost beat archer team 1 but din. so got fourth. improved. :) lee cheerleadin was super lor. they shld have won. yup. weather was damn hot. -sunburnt- haha. nvm.
not eatin dinner. too full. ahahaha. feelin tired. heard tt muthu peeps++ got scolded on e bus. -___-'' whack those idoits hu scolded dem. they got nuttin betta to do isit!?! ah. watever. hai...feel guilty for not goin out wif them todae. =X sawree! met my old pri sch bus fren - daPhAne at bedok mrt. she remembers me but not mei en. ahaha. =P tink shes sec 5. toked wif her for awhile then ltr she had to turn right. den i went left. so veh fast say byebye. shes trackker. n duh. of cos she won sumthing at sports dae. haha. im stuffed. gonna do compre now. ciaox! =)
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
4:11 AM damn hot dae. bit naughty. skipped cell group n ran away fr ms loh all e way down to the canteen for lunch. =X did stupid things. my head ached all dae too. sigh. im so tired. freak geog. got moodswings. had short practice after sch. left my wallet in class. had to borrow $ to go hm. =S haha. hai. a maths tml. shit =X
Tuesday, March 04, 2003
5:36 AM juz couldnt do any maths todae. my brain's not working. mebbe i dun haf a brain. or mebbe im brain dead. -sighs- im in a dream, no one can wake me up. gave up on maths. for 1 hr, juz watched a small boy play tennis wif e coach from my window. he's really good. his lil sis was pushing a small trolley arnd e court. so carefree. wish i cld be like her. was damn cute too.=)
i thot dat i'll feel better wen i toked wif u but i juz feel worst. really juz want to cry my heart out. cry till im satisfied, even though i duno wat im cryin abt. sigh. but i wont cry. i promised myself alreadi. but it'll break soon, for sure.
Monday, March 03, 2003
4:21 AM went out to far east after church ytd. bought two shirts! bud they are really nice. dun regret. yet. hahahax. rushed to serangoon ytd for relay practice. was real crap ytd, started scolding and smacking my leg for not movin fast enuff. aha. =/ haha. stupid. ate ice cream then went back home. =) was soooo tired that i fell asleep at nine. while doin chinese. haha. ok. watever. sigh.
todae had cold war during e 1st 2 lessons wif esther. tt dae cos i played tricks on her wif mei on msn. we had same nick. haha. same font. same colour. ahaha. hai...den said sumthing wrongly =X it was meant as a joke.(remember) she found out cos her com slow. -_- hiyo...i tell u the truth liao then u so xiao qi ~ -_-'' haha..ok..nvm. "fought" wif esther n that mei en din even help me much. -_- had a "valley" btw our tables too. ahaha. childish. but its ok.=) hai..haha..hope i din hurt yr feelins. -smile- hee hee. k..luv ya partner.
hai...was freakin out wen i reached hm. duno y i get scared so early for sports meet. -_- wah..den my heart beat so fast. im shocked at myself. sigh. weird me. im feelin so tired now. gotta reply all those lettas. =) gtg. bye bye.
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