Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Sunday, July 27, 2003
6:16 AM im seriously lacking of clothes. couldn't find anything to wear to church this morning. just wore my usual, a yellow tee. alrites, needa go on a clothes hunt. and shoes. oh yarh, im broke -_- i need money!!! =p
ate ban mian at tm after church. i still prefer dear's. walked arnd tm as usual. walked in and out of the same few shops. and as usual, no one bought anything. the shop must be really pissed with this bunch of never-buy-anything-pple. hah. who cares. lol. =D ehhs, dear bought supposedly car mags! and his model car. k, this is once in a blue moon that he buys things. ha.
went cia's house. lazied arnd. her dad fetched us to Eagle's Club for dance prac. p-r-a-c-t-i-c-e-d. okays, and i totally fogot mickey. -goes all red- anyway, learnt it again. soooo, i can dance, 3 dances. lol. played pool there. wasn't that enjoyable. hmm, the adults line dance is pretty nice. much more interesting then ours. haha. whatever lar.
all 3 cousins went mei's house to practice our jazz. i needa practice more. i think i look real funny. =X learnt to play a song on piano. kristin taught me. i quit piano in grade 1, so i practically have no idea how to make the piano play a nice melody. but i know one now. lol. ate dinner there. and oh my oh my, shu en is a real comedian. laughed until my head blasted off. its not really funny, but the way she says it makes my head roll.
its actually just a knock knock joke. >.< yeaaa. i noe. its nooot funny. its shu's voice lahs. wahahaha.
its from some amanda show on scv.
(shuen goes in her weird, draggy, naggy, funny voice)
hillbilly : tell mi a knock² joke
courtney : knock²
hillybilly : hus dere...........huuus dereeee.
courtney : mar ha, mar ha, mar ha.
pengs.
shu.. do that again the next time i come. lol.
you damn farni. lol.
okk, everybodey take care.
buai.
Saturday, July 26, 2003
7:29 AM didn't feel like getting up from bed this morning. actually, its the same for any other day. ha. had sausages and eggs for breakfast. -yums- mum’s so kind. she actually cooked for me.*beams* did my raining in school compo. it sucked. lol. and thats all the work i did. so hardworking heh?! LAZIED arnd after that. yea.
went to bugis with cuzz. after reading the shopoholic book, i think i have really become one. bought a million things. nah, im exaggerating. i only bought 3 things, but i finally got the some stuff i wanted, it seems like so much. yupps, so im rather happy and satisfied with today's shopping. ahahaha. -Big smiles- anyways, got my bag. sumthing for dear, and her burfdae gift. ooo.
spent $40 in a day. feeling broke now. hahs. literally, i am broke. and as a matter of fact, im broke and in debt. shitoeri. lol. thats what my aunt says when she's in deep shit. funny ladehh. alrites, so i really need cash now. blahs.
darling came over. you make my day. love ya loads. missing you. don't know why you had to leave so early. you aren't even with your family now. sighs. lol, nvm, shall look on the bright side of life. im gonna see you tmr anyway. =) nelly is damn cool. haha. no link. just watching his video now. lol. =p anyways, you takkair darling. -hugs and kisses- i love you!
im so bored now. im all alone at home. ever since darling went home, ive been surfing the net. its like i still have so much work to do. ha. bad me. but im not in the right mood to get all nerdy and goody. okayys, the work can wait. reckon im gonna start on the harry potter book now. -yawns- rather tired. there's dance prac tml at Cia’s. not that keen on going though. hmms, better get started on my long time craving. Lol. goodbyes.
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
1:41 AM din go school ytd. =p
missed 3 tests.
prayer meeting at nite.
prayed...duh.
only daokia, sam and bren were there.
damn lame. lol.
bren started tagging pple.
erm! wahaha.
then sam went "twist"!!
got such thing meh?? lol
wah laooooooooo! hahaha.
then was like go hug the pole & yr home.
then we were like "tag me, tag me, tag me"!
sighs. those guys damn lame xia.. =)
luffed like crazy.
din noe daokia's in bball.
hmm. lol. hmm. lol. -scratches head-
mebbe one day go play
i suddenly miss a lot of pple.
wish we were as close as before.
maybe, maybe not.
alrites. nap time.
-YAWN-
oh yars, forgot to mention..
im so glad abt my lit essay.
feel so contented.
really happy when i saw it.
yays. +hugs myself+
okok, so bhb.
but havent scored liddat in such a long time.
wahhahaha! =D
-jumps arnd like a mad baboon (IRbaboon)-
this kind of small things can make me so happy.
LOL! no idea why. heez
goodbyes.
Monday, July 21, 2003
8:42 PM sighs
i love you
forever
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6:57 AM racial harmony dae.
boring.
celebration was ehh shitified.
wore a SARI.
-smiles-
not bad.
just that the puffy sleeves were too puffy. uh-huh. yup.
took lotsa photos.
still had ss in e afternoon.
kinda pissed off with myself.
i think the ss monitresses are gettin e most scolding from e ss cher.
amusing.~
hai, whatever.
must try to stop thinking
its distracting
gtg
bubbyes.
6:37 AM it was stinging.
at megapool
and now.
i controlled it all.
everything was screaming inside of me.
i hate that feeling.
i feel like a complete idoit.
starting to regret.
why did i put my whole heart in?
again.
just to get hurt again.
clogged up.
now
its hard to breathe whenever i think of you.
i wana let it all out
wana cry.
but yet i don't dare to.
can't turn back time.
can't change my feelings for you.
can't change the fact that i love you
so much.
but the truth is...
its so paining sometimes
that i just wana walk away.
am at a lost.
no one's here.
there's a shit geog test tmr
and i haven't gotten onto it yet.
can't concentrate.
i feel like leaving
i feel like leaving
i feel like leaving.
sobs.
but i don't want to
can't bear to.
maybe my friends are right.
yrs too.
how cld i have been such a fool.
mebbe this is all a big mistake.
don't ask me what you did wrong..
i dunno k. i dunno.
honestly, i dunno.
i dunno anything abt you.
Saturday, July 19, 2003
3:14 AM im still scared.
actually, i feel more scared now.
its making me sad.
-sobs-
don't know how to feel.
can't control the way i feel.
don't wanna feel this way.
=l
god, pls don't let me feel this way.
its hurting. pls...
Friday, July 18, 2003
6:44 PM i feel soooooo terrible.
dear has already got me my 3rd and 4th mth gift and i haven't even got his 3rd mth prenz yet.
=X i mean. help. i need money. lol. ok. i need time to go out too.
thankx dearie. i really love them to bits. =)
I hate school. -no link- but i still hate school.
cried last night. dun know why. just did. crazy me.
iv'e got todae to finish up my work cux there's the STC funfair tml.
gonna meet zenn. alrites. another chio bu mei.
and matthew, ernest, zheng jie, whoever...
there's racial harmony day on mon.
wat am i to wear. =/
a maths sux. hahaha.
am doing it now, in vain. -shrugs-
everytings so weird arnd me.
i feel different.
kinda sad. sighs.
I DUNO LAH. sigh.
moodswings.
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
4:00 AM Every waking day you take my breath away
With every word you say you take my breath away
You look at me that way, baby come what may
I hope that you'll always know how to take my breath away
How to take my breath away //+
ooo.
i hate homework.
Nokia 6100 is the phone for you. You always do what you are told. You never make mistakes - or atleast you try not to. You get upset easily when what you have plan need to be changed, especially at the last minute.
Friday, July 11, 2003
6:18 AM its a beautiful day hehhh
its a beautiful day hehh!
the sun is shining..
and the women are dancing.
=p -grIn-
finished reading the harry potter book ytd.
it really is quite addictive. heeX.
had lotsa tests this week.
all on the subjects i hate.
it like gonna fail all 3 subjects.
sigh, im so sure. =(
damn.~
had training today.
coach din come.
cux she FORGOT.
wahHahahaha.
it was pretty lax.
played game with sec 1s
then it poureddd!
ran out of school in the rain
and ran back home in the rain.
was a little soaked.
dear didn't pick me today.
felt kinda dissapointed.
but yea, i understand. -smiLEs-
BAN MIAN!!!!!
lol. i wanna eat.
next time buy for me k? haha.
Im a greedy pig! =D
muahahahAHaha!
cancelled my dentist appointment cuz of tuition.
neh neh larss, shld have done the opposite.
lol. nvm.
hope i can go out tmr.
hai, so tired now.
think im goin to sleep soon.
oopsy, haven called pui quan. =X
i thinki'll just take a quick nap first.
yawnz.
buaix
Sunday, July 06, 2003
9:59 PM went out the wholE day on Sat and Sun.
met darling in the morning at tm.
you were late as usual. -_-
ITS OK. haha.
ltr, played pool with darling, eron, and his gf,jackie.
eron was ahh, damn good. =)
i sucked. lol. =p
ate at bk. lotsa fries!
met sammie to watch the dumb dumb movie.
kinda farni. luffed alot.
reached home quite late
and got a terrible scolding ._.
but still, it was a good day out =D
On sUnday,
went church as usual.
then me and dear went all the way too novena for the CHIJ funfair.
got to know Pui quan and her bez fren, Cheryl.
they're nice. =) can't stand yr nonsence, dear. haha
gwen is chio and omg! her figure! omg! lol.
took a long long bus ride to dear's hse.
slept on the way.
but there was this women who just couldnt shut up.
damn noisy. -___-
watched some wrestling show at dear's hse.
i dun like. so disgusting. =X
hahaha, then took a cab down to my hse.
just in time to watch Titanic.
luckily mum wasn't home.
so i watched it with dear. =)
touching.
i love you dear.
Friday, July 04, 2003
6:36 AM had morning training and SLACKED.it was pretty boring the whole dae. almost the whole class went for some oral survey in the primary school. but i din. ;) geog lesson was cancelled and so me and a few other peepx SLACKED in class. boringgg!~
im sooooo jealous. lolx. miss goh's figure damn nice. lol. i think i have been staring at her figure ever since she took us. wahaha. =p oopsy. i mean she looks very nice. yup. =D hahas
yea, school went on as usual. then we had the youth day celebration. tchers were acting as students. damn lame. lol. kinda cute. lol.
ate roti prata with mei and took 55 back. read newspaper and bible then fell asleep. he din come in the afternoon. but its ok. =) missed the dinner too but oh well, theres always tomorrow.
ate the usual instant noodles for dinner. and watched holland V. playing games with mich now. im stuck. hahaha. and shes so fast. alrites.
missing you now. wish you were here. sighs. gonna be a busy day tomorrow. i think we need a lil more trust. relax. i wun fall. i want you. muacks. i love you and HAPPY 3RD MONTH dear ! =D *smile*
mum nagging.
ciAo! =>
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
2:44 AM its 3 more days to the 3rd.
i hope everything goes on well and smooth.
school has started and we aren't spending so much time with each other anymore.
i mean, how close we are matters. can't let studies pull us apart. He'll be having his N levels this year, i really hope he does well. really proud of you, dear, did so well for midyear. much better than me. next year will be harder to cope, i can tell. we both will be graduating together. -smiles- thats good, but i really need to buck up. sighs. i wanna be with you forever. don't want anything to come between us. i really miss you. dont want ever to be saying, "i miss the past we had" cux i just want to be happy with you always. happier than the past. i love you. [[infinite waffles]]
