Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Monday, July 21, 2003
6:37 AM it was stinging.
at megapool
and now.
i controlled it all.
everything was screaming inside of me.
i hate that feeling.
i feel like a complete idoit.
starting to regret.
why did i put my whole heart in?
again.
just to get hurt again.
clogged up.
now
its hard to breathe whenever i think of you.
i wana let it all out
wana cry.
but yet i don't dare to.
can't turn back time.
can't change my feelings for you.
can't change the fact that i love you
so much.
but the truth is...
its so paining sometimes
that i just wana walk away.
am at a lost.
no one's here.
there's a shit geog test tmr
and i haven't gotten onto it yet.
can't concentrate.
i feel like leaving
i feel like leaving
i feel like leaving.
sobs.
but i don't want to
can't bear to.
maybe my friends are right.
yrs too.
how cld i have been such a fool.
mebbe this is all a big mistake.
don't ask me what you did wrong..
i dunno k. i dunno.
honestly, i dunno.
i dunno anything abt you.