Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Monday, September 01, 2003
10:11 AM i'm im such deep shit.
everything is so messy.
just because of her.
she doesn't understand.
and i can't tell her.
she'll beat the hell outta me.
but i guess she suspects already.
its pretty obvious.
well, i guess i just have to continue denying.
haiz.
my arm hurts.
have to skip netball tml.
i don't mind too.
no longer have the passion.
i'm useless at the game.
and according to her,
im useless in everything.
im locked up.
my house, the prison.
my mum, the guard.
my sis, the guard dog.
im cornered.
left right and centre.
with ignorant people.
they do not understand,
yet they act w/o considering what i feel.
they hit me, grab me, scold me.
im banned from the phone
and only can communicate by string.
more like raffia, shoelaces and belts
joined together with safety pins.
8 floors down.
all the way down.
so so far away from you.
im trapped.
its always their way.
they are always right.
they don't understand my plight.
its difficult.
i will never give up though.
my passion to be with you will last forever.
i can feel it.
i know it.
the passion, my love.
it will never fade.
you are right here waiting for me.
and i know you wont leave for indo.
i pray you won't.
i wanna be with you.
as you sit outside my front door.
i hope you will wait.
im getting ready.
to fetch you in and hug you.
to be by by side.
now and forever.
may God bless us.
i love you.
