Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
12:34 AM Everything is messed up.
i don't know what im thinking anymore.
someone just shoot me.
i couldn't do anything.
you're gone. you've flown away.
and your heart wasn't with me.
I wanted to send you off.
to see you for the last time.
i don't understand why you stopped me.
Air France 256.
i wanted to say goodbye badly.
i could have gone.
but i couldn't.
you meant what you said.
the fact is, im upset.
this feeling is killing me.
i don't know what will happen in the future.
what if everything that happened was wrong.
what if we were meant for each other.
you didn't let me go.
you didn't let anyone.
can't you see your friends care.
can't you see you're dearly loved.
i bleed for you.
the tears won't stop flowing.
no one will replace you that easily.
please never think tht way.
it hurts so much.
i can't concentrate on chem and chinese.
all i think of is you.
im lost without you.
and now you're gone.
