Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
7:48 AM Oh man. Im just having these weird moodswings of mine. i hate it. i hate the way im feeling now. just stab me. dammnit, i miss you okay. what the hell is wrong with me. you're probably better off w/o me and so am i. yes, often i wonder, what you are doing in indo. maybe you're already with someone else. there must be many chio bus there. well, im sure they can't resist yr charm. sighhhh. whatever. oh god, must it always turn out this way. must things end off like this. i can't stand it. i hate it.
friggggg! im sooo dreading thursday. i think when i see my results, i will just drop dead on the spot. im feeling so terribly low down now. what the hell is going on in my mind. i don't even know. all i know is that im feel so darn empty and pissed and its all YOUR FAULT. i dunno why, so dun ask cux i can't explain. but it is and im just stating a fact. yeah, just get angry at me. just shout at me. yesyes, i need more of those. its funny, but i feel like just getting beaten up. oh well, if i do get it, i shan't retaliate. then maybe ill feel more relaxed and stress-free. ohhh, what the heck am i talking about. i think all i want is a massage. ahhh. sighhs. bloody shit.
im damn irritated. oh just give me some money. you dun even provide for us. you give us NOTHING. you're not fit to be regarded as a father. i hate you. you go arnd like nobody's business, spend all her money like its yours. it ain't yrs. you stole it you stupid bastard. you're not king. you don't scare me like you scare her. i hate you. go to hell. you have no right to tell me what to do or FORCE, after what you have done. i hate you.
oh shit, i feel so useless. and broke. frig, now i feel a sore throat.
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