Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Saturday, November 29, 2003
4:50 AM heyhey. =p
on thurs went cycling and eating and eating and eating with yl and pear. ate more than we cycled. macs. yummy. lol. real breezy cool day. saw yiling's fav school. lol. looks retarded. =X jk. lol. then in the underpass, we heard this weird sound. like someone moaning. hahaha. freaked out and started screaming and they ran out w/o me. dots. humphs, left me alone. hahaha. nvm xp. chatted at my hse then i sent them home.
well, on fri, went bugis with kris. i bought the cute red lovedevil. kris insists i call it a red toy. lol. jen has one too. kris bought earrings. met her friends there. KRIS... -winks- hahaha. damn cold day. saw many pretty clothes but they cldnt be tried on. booo. headed to mei's hse to watch the final episode of holland v and to collect clothes. lol. i borrowed one and kris borrowed like 10349994033. haha. oh man, Hv really had a silly ending. she tossed a coin to decide who she wants. oh well, YANG XIONG's the one. lol. yeah, he's the man mannnn. =D
today... mei left for Egypt early this morn. went cycling agn. the weather is just too good. =) met sung for lunch. ultraman ---- Lol. =p headed for prac. and it rained. haha, was irritating him with " Darling, have you lost yr marbles? Where does the gas go?" line from pck. hahaha. anywayyy, im so bored now. mum wana go carre fournow. sooooo late sial. i think i shld go. k.
10:25 PM helloooooooo ~
had church walkaton at bedok reservoir ytd.
4+ km walk. drained e sweat outta me. lol.
went home cuz mum was being such a pain in e ass.
and fell into peaceful slumber for 4 long hours.
woke up and got ready to start my tv schedule.
however, the father called n suggested shopping. hm.
good chance and so i took it.
ha, clever me. i got the stuff i wanted.
at least the items were good trade with
my entertainment from a square box for the night.
went soft hearted and got myself into stupid shit with the phone hp. fuck.
the phone bill was bad enough. yes, i can see how considerate u are.
fed up with my silliness. i dun want anybody.
the world's full of arses. tht includes me at times.
yes, i know. no one's perfect.
nobody's home now, so maybe i'll start amaths tuition hmk.
maybe. good good. mei left her bike here.
so i'll be cycling to her house to watch last night's Tv
she taped them for me. *muacks* =) yups. ciao for now.
Saturday, November 22, 2003
6:07 AM STOP ACCUSING ME WITH YR FALSE ASSUMPTIONS.
im sick n tired of u picking fights wif me for NOTHING.
nobody seized their friendship with you.
no one even stated it, hinted it, wanted it.
and hello, i dun see why e netballers are involved.
u came to pick this fight because of me.
so its me and you and nobody else.
so, u doubt my true love and true friendship for you.
its up to you to believe me or yr cousins.
i don't give a shit abt what u wana believe anymore.
if u insist tht im a bitch playing with yr feelings.
saying things i don't mean cuz im "inexperienced".(u cld call)
you shld read yr blog. its terribly contradicting. most horribly.
and whats with "standards" man.
"standards" mean alot to yr friendships do they.
then yr friendship aint true okay.
my new lover?!? hahaha. are u jealous or something
tht u have to imagine this kinda thing up.
samuel? nahz. woah, u must be really big time scared of him.
gosh lor, it was just for an hour or so. forget it man.
anyway, u dun hafta be jealous, u haf plenty of girls to play with
and i dun have a new lover. lol. honest.
im not a flirt and despo like you.
i know you don't want me to be happy.
you expect me to miss only you.
i don't miss you one bit now.
i give it to you man, you've made me so numb.
it doesnt matter who i miss.
i missed everyone when i was with you.
iv'e got nothing against indo. geddit.
nothing lasts forever? hahs.
nothing lasts forever with you.
yr love aint true, yr friendships aint true. nothing.
nothing lasts with you.
it doesnt even have to be forever.
it cant even last 5mths.
or maybe for you, we didn't even start at all.
Thursday, November 20, 2003
10:39 PM Its been drizzling the whole day.
the sky's cloudless and so white.
like a whiteboard liddat.
i feel like drawing on it =)...lol!
the weather's so cool.
i got the urge to cycle now.
shall wait for my sis to come back.
she's coming back early today. =p
then we can cycle together. ha.
i sent her to the bus stop this morning.
she took bus to school. hahaha.
im such a good jie jie. *bhb* lol!~
i'm feeling so peaceful now.
im smiling inside. =))
i just feel really happy. hahaha. X)
tidied up my cupboard this morn.
damn messy sial. =p
my dear ah ma's coping well at my place.
she's having her bath now. lol.
actually, she's been having her bath since 2.
this old ladeh takes hours to bathe. =p
haha. i bet she'll only be out at 5. Xp heehee.
just finished amaths tutition hwk. -relieved-
she's getting all serious.
say cannot "owe" hmk. Lol!
ladaladalada. -smiles from ear to ear-
im really terribly happy today! =D
missing someone too.
U make my day. =)
hmm, im becoming a tv addict.
there are just too many good shows to watch these days.
hehe. just a week ago i was complaining abt being bored.
and woah, now i have no time to be bored.
i dun even have time to do my hmk. =p lol.
haha. i feel so guai these days too.
mum's been asking me to sweep/mop floor, hang, fold, wash clothes, etc.
surprisingly, ive got so much inspiration to do all the housework. heez =D
hah. she's like going out everyday. more often then me!
she's getting lazy. =p taking advantage of my guai- ness!!!??!! lol. kiddin.
oh augh. i feel fat suddenly. lol.
i'm looking forward to music practice tml.
ive been singing for 3 consecetive weeks alr.
got dress code summore. lol.
u'll nv guess. soccer jersey. dots.
sam's lending me his small one.
i dun mind as long as they don't change their mind.
at the last minute. and dun tell me! like last week ~ humph
i looked like a retard. all yr fault samuel bey!! asss. *laughs* =p
i think i'll be going to buy my wallet tonite.
toopid idoit stole it.
and my mum ltr decided to give it to her for burfdae prenz.
she stole it on her bdae. tsk.
whatever. nvm. dumb matter.
anyway her mum returned the wallet $.
hmm, sis's back. Cycling time!!! yippie!~
tata* =)
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
7:56 AM Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need until I bleed so my heart swims above my head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion, intensity, and desire. It is governed by the god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment if you let yourself. You are a very physical person, be it in relationships, work, or play. You may be driven by your hormones sometimes, but you know it's because you have to follow your instinct.
6:10 AM ooo. back. been slacking from the start of the hols man. started using my old blades at east coast and boy, they just cracked (!) the buckle. one when i went myself and the other on the day i went with mei. hm, it was my pri 5 rollers. what can i expect. but they're still usable. =)) lol. now, im addicted to roller blading. no idea why.=p im gonna claim my beautiful bike soon. i need to cycle. i hate giving $ away for something i already have. a waste. anyway, im broke as usual. mich and me got a job but thats only in Dec. pay's not bad, but i need money now. lol. =p been watching lotsa tv these days. couch potato. becoming fat. darn. haha. i can just watch tv from 7 - 12pm. and my ears just switch off to my mum's nagging. asking me to do homework. cow. i finished eng & maths already. chinese homework sucks. IM NOT READING THT CHI BOOK. it always sucks anyway. tuitions just started this week. ACP went to Japan. lucky lady. she's back and ive got to get my brain warmed up for binomal therom for next week. augh. lol. mei & me get high when we drink her ice-cream soda. addiction xial. hahaha. went out with mei today. chose a damn cute shirt for my christmas present from jee yee. devil bear bear. =) hahax. my ah-ma has come to stay at my place. she's noisy. talks non stop. mei's family will be going to Egpyt so there'll be no one looking after her. she's sorta trying out my hse. i hope she copes well cuz i will have to look after her. BY MYSELF. and with my sis who is a BIG help. lol. mum's off to East Timor. so its just me sis and her. kris's exams finish this week. oooh. i really miss her. she's gonna be free to go out soon. cant wait. lol. im meeting her for lunch tmr. well, i didn't know its so late. nite nite world!~ -plonks into bed-
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
5:47 PM You are imaginative, fun-loving, thrill-seeking and expressive.
>>You're so charming that you attract many friends and you are
>>almost never lacking guys/gals. In your earlie! r years, you may
>>be totally shy and self-conscious, but you'l! l lose those
>>qualities in the high-school years. You can be sort of vain or
>>even a bit of a show-off when you get caught up in exciting events
>>in your life, but you usually redeem yourself in some playful way
>>before you lose a friend. Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes,
>>but generally you aren't affected by it unless your guy/gal tries
>>to provoke it. In the guy/gal department, you prefer the athletic
>>or artistic types. You're in absolute heaven when you find both of
>>those qualities in the same guy/gal. When you're looking for love,
>>a guy/gal who can make you laugh scores points, big time!
Monday, November 10, 2003
1:02 AM More than the greatest love the world has known
this is the love i'll give to you alone
More than the simple words i try to say
i only live to love you more each day
More than you'll ever know
my arms long to hold you so
my life will be in yr keeping
walking, laughing, sleeping, weeping,
longer than always is a
long long time
But far beyond forever
you'll be mine.
Darling wrote this poem for me. You totally rock lit dude. i love the poem. lol. i told you lit is cool. but too bad u learn history. lol. i miss you loads. waffles!~ *muacks*
Friday, November 07, 2003
9:02 PM hey. =)) went to collect report book this morning. i can't bear to look at it man. lol. rushed off for Patsy's and Kenneth's wedding at Christ Methodist Church. she looked beautiful. =) and i just realised tht Kenneth is so fair. haha. hmm, i finally know how a wedding goes. lol. x) me and mei borrowed kris's high heels. HIGH. damn HIGH. lol. i didn't fall thou, but my feet hurt now. ouch. haha. the food was delicious. *licks lips* yups, there's backup singing prac at 4. hope i don't mess up tml. *crossfingers* lol.
kinda bored now tht ive finished reading my book. its eileen's actually. eileen's friend. i didn't expect to finish it so fast. =p well, i lurved it. its touching, kinda sad, but it has a happy ending. =) k, imgoing off to lalaland. so tired after walking in those HIGH heels. haha, ok, whts with me and HIGH heels? toodles~ *snoress*
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Thursday, November 06, 2003
4:40 PM decided not to go to school ytd cuz i feel tht lesson is totally useless. woke up early n went cycling with mum n paddy. ate sausage mcmuffins for breakfast. =)) lol. me and sis were doing all sorts of darn things on the bikes. =p after tht, we went to swim dwnstairs. and paddy decided to pon school too. =x am i a bad influence? oOP. haha. nvm. ltr, found out tht shu n mei also pontanged sch. LOL. only the brain, Lien, went to school. haha. we 4 went to Ps. now, i think tht red devil tht jen bought the other dae is cute. lol. hmm. lol. shopped arnd and shu bought lotsa things. lotsa. (the future kristin) wahaha. watched uptown girls. nice ~ went heeren then home. i ate a lot and read my book. i think i ate 3 snicker bars! augh>>> fell asleep and i had this terrible nightmare. i woke up and here i am now, blogging.
umm, din go sch todae too. eating pancakes now. tht assh*le's in Italy now. what the hell is he doing there? work? i dun think so. well, hope he goes to hell. mum's naggin. im feeling weird. everything's been so weird. i just really miss you so much now. i wonder...i wonder...is this for real? or am i in a dream? show me man! im lost ---still.
3:17 AM hey. its sunday. spent the whole day watching movies. we went sam's place to watch "too fast too furious" tht he rented. it was kinda boring thou, but the cars were hot. i dun think tht babe was pretty now. lol. then we watched "a walk to remember" --- finally~ well, it was sure sad. =( pretty nice show aniwae. =) waited for uncle denis to fetch me n mei home cuz it was raining =p ate macs then went mei's hse. "watched finding nemo". My eyes were going to close man. lol. ltr mum came to bring me back, nagged the whole time. aughh. and now im in front of this thing which makes my eyesight bad. =/ oh wells, im so bored and i can nv get a good nights sleep these daes. i mean like, the more i "sleep" the bigger eyebags i get. dang! sighsss. everythings blur too. we have extra lessons for next week, gotta go back to school. =( lets see, tmr im going out with mei, wed with jen, sat theres petsi's wedding. (omg, wad am i to wear) sat theres also back up singing and mel's cousins bdae. busy week. i hate to be tired out. hm, but i already am. lol. damn there's a whole buncha hol hw. =/
hm, im finally wanting to let this go. it was all right. everything was perfect until tht change of feeling of love. just wanta let U noe, you were always the kinda type of guy i liked. different. you're different. well, up to u to believe. yr attitude. what can i say. i dunno why u changed. yeah, i dunno who are u animore. aniwae, i dun regret knowing u. loving u. although i did wish it could be forever. =) its difficult to move on, but i will. you know, i didn't ever know u worried so much abt social status ++++. well, its my fault tht i didn't prove it to u and so u left. i know i could be loving u forever now. all our dreams cld have come true. but, its just disappeared like tht. every moment i think of all those times i just want to cry. well, hopefully there'll be some other tht will love u for who u are and not what u are. you'll nv noe true love until you see the other side of her. umm, i forgot to mention... i think my bad temper and moodswings aren't really that. if u think abt it, i could have just been pms - ing. and i really think so cux all my friends erm have pms too. lol. yeah, im having pms now, i feel so -mixed feelings- (not happy thou) yup, take care.
Saturday, November 01, 2003
6:56 AM I see my future there in your eyes
Together and forever, it's you and me
You see 'cause I won't be listening to what my friends have got to say
I know you'll be there all the way
You promised
And I know
That you will always care
Through good times
Through bad times
You're always there
Hold me now don't ever let it go
I'm in love with you but you already know
I want this love to last and be forever
If you believe and you can only see
That making love to me would make your life complete
Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more
I dream of waking up in your arms
And watch the sun bring in the day
You see what I can't imagine I'm sure we can achieve
Which means giving up on this dream
You comfort
And you guide me
When skies are gray
And I feel you
And I need you
To say you'll stay
Hold me now don't ever let it go
I'm in love with you but you already know
I want this love to last and be forever
If you believe and you can only see
That making love to me would make your life complete
Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more
Forever more
Forever more
Changed my life
You promised
And I know
That you will always care
Through good times
Through bad times
You're always there
Hold me now don't ever let it go
I'm in love with you but you already know
I want this love to last and be forever
If you believe and you can only see
That making love to me would make your life complete
Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever
beautiful song. by s club. wish it was true. but, for now its just plain goodbye.
