Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
8:22 PM met all my cousins for lunch at east coast macs ytd. took a long long walk there. my legs almost collapsed. drank kaaaaa fei at the new mccafe. not bad la. =) cycled a WHILE. and sat on the ROCK. lol. and then took a long long walk back. ken and sis started kicking seeds. -_- went out for dinner and shopped a lil. im so tired now, dunwan to update anymore... got party tonight, must store energy. lol. =p
7:37 PM Its really scary when somethings tht are meant to be forever changes into a whole new direction and turns out wrong. my mind's in a whirl. i dunno whats all of this for. i know its over. everything is over. one moment we're fine. another moment we're not. now, i don't wanna have anything to do with u. u have nv thought tht yr friends and my friends want to help you get over me. they've succeeded u know. only hate cld have gotten u to get over me. and yeah, its a good job done.
Monday, December 29, 2003
12:18 AM im here to conclude some stuff. or shld i say shit. yes. since the word "stuff" is cool in yr opinion. -_- im here to conclude the shit. everyone has their limit and mine ends here. like you have always asked me to do, DELETE you from every source of communication or connection. yr wish is granted. happy? well, i don't care no more.
and yeah, im removing the tagboard. cuz since it was here, it has been chaotic at my blog. every word and sentence i say, certain ppl are commenting and assuming. this is my blog where i write what i want to write where i say what i feel. but, i don't blabber out unneccessary rubbish here. im considerate. unless you force me to or push my limits. all yr insults and untrue comments are plain shit. i don't appreciate them. i don't need all yr predicts of my future with which ever guy. im not interested. anyway, heck this sh*t. poof! tagboard's gone.
iv'e come to realise. everything you say abt me is actually yrself. everything you say i speak and do, its actually what you yrself do. and God knows what for... (?) its prob guilt and all abt blame. whatever man. 2 faced? thats exactly you. wasted my breath on all the times we tried to discuss things and make peace. and behind everyone's back u say i curse u. i don't curse. o wells, maybe its because i din wish u gd luck with you and yr sweetie. but hell yeah, wld you believe my gd wishes to you. no you won't. you wld prob think im cursing you. so why say anything. so im just keeping my mouth shut. and bitch abt u? my friends and yr friends told you i bitch abt u? why don't you have the guts to tell me which friend. its been how long alr. i know its over. i tried to be yr fren. i did not bitch abt you. believe it or not. its long history now, friendship and whatever.
i don't give a damn of what the world thinks of me. cuz they don't know me. my style and character is of nobody's business. if you have a problem with my style of writing you can very well stay off my blog. i don't know you.
Saturday, December 27, 2003
11:41 PM If I could break this spell, I'd run to him today
And somehow I know he's on his way to me
Derek, you and I were meant to be
Far longer than forever
I'll hold you in my heart
It's almost like you're here with me
Although we're far apart
Far longer than forever
As constant as a star
I close my eyes and I am where you are
Sure as the dawn brings the sunrise
We've an unshakable bond
Destined to last for a lifetime and beyond
Far longer than forever (Far longer than forever)
I swear that I'll be true (I swear that I'll be true)
I've made an everlasting vow
To find a way to you
Far longer than forever
Like no love every known
And with your love I'll never be alone
Far longer than forever
Much stronger than forever
And with your love I'll never be alone
Derek: I can’t believe I’m stuck with her all summer
I’ll bet she doesn’t wrestle, hunt or box
Odette: He looks conceited
Derek: What a total bummer
Odette & Derek: If I get lucky I’ll get chicken pox
Derek: So happy you could come
Odette: So happy to be here
Odette & Derek: How I’d like to run
Odette: This is not my idea
Derek: This isn’t my idea
Odette & Derek: Of fun
Queen Uberta: The children seem to get along quite nicely
King William: We’ll join our lands if this arrangement clicks
Queen Uberta: My dear King William, that’s my point precisely
King William: It’s such good parenting
Queen Uberta: And politics
So happy we agree
King William: I think we’ve got a deal
Queen Uberta: Derek’s quite a catch
King William: This is my idea
Queen Uberta: This is my idea
King William & Queen Uberta: Of a match
King William: Good heavens, child, don’t dawdle
We can’t keep Derek waiting
Odette: I haven't packed or washed my hair
And father I get seasick
Queen Uberta: She soon will be arriving
Is that respect you're showing
Derek: To make me kiss her hand again
I swear I'm gonna be sick
King William: One day Prince Derek will be her intended
Queen Uberta: Splendid
Derek: We've tried all summer but we just can't lose her
Odette: Hey fellas, wait up!
Bromley: Quick, put on some speed
Derek: When picking teams
Bromley: Or friends
Derek: I never choose her
Bromley: You'd think she'd take a hint a learn to read
Odette: This really isn't fair
Derek & Bromley: We really couldn't care
Odette: Boys, it's all or none
This is not my idea
Derek & Bromley: This isn't my idea
Odette, Derek & Bromley: Of fun
Long before they met
Derek and Odette
Were destined to be wedded
However anyone could see
The only point on which they didn't disagree
Was that the very thought of summertime
Was dreaded
Derek: She tries to talk me into playing dress-up
She's always flirting with the castle guards
Bromley: I think you really sorta like her, 'fess up
Derek: I'd like her better if she'd lose at cards
Four sevens and a ten
Odette: I think I've won again
Derek & Bromley: Every time she's won
Odette: This is my idea
Derek: This isn't my idea
Odette & Derek: Of fun
We need a royal wedding
I'd love to be invited
At least we'd get a holiday to rest our ploughs and axes
Someday these two will marry
Two lands will be united
And with some luck their marriage may result in lower taxes
King William: What if Odette doesn't go for the merger?
Queen Uberta: Urge her!
Odette & Derek: For as long as I remember
We've been told we'd someday wed
Every June until September
Derek: All their pushing and annoying hints
Odette: I've got bruises with their fingerprints
Derek: I can do much better I am sure
Odette: He's so immature
Odette: I see him smiling and my knees start buckling
I see inside him and my doubts are gone
Derek: She started out as such an ugly duckling
And somehow suddenly became a swan
Odette: So happy to be here
Derek: 'Til now I never knew
Odette & Derek: It is you I've been dreaming of
Derek: This is my idea
Odette: This is my idea
What a good idea, such a charming and romantic notion
This is my idea (This is my idea)
Such a good idea (Such a good idea)
What a good idea, such a powerful and magic potion
This is exactly my idea
Of love
Odette: This is my idea
Derek: This is my idea
Odette & Derek: This is my idea
Of love
11:18 PM got a painful sorethroat =(
mei's got one too =S
kris had one last week =/
so who's the super infector??? lol. =p jk.
sang backup today with all of them =)
our throats were like dying. lol.
watched the swan princess at mei's hse.
my fav childhood cartoon i think. =))
i just love the songs.
and the name... Odette! =p
have no idea why too. hmms
i feel so lazy now. ahahax
really looking forward to e new year party
-smiles- toodles!
Thursday, December 25, 2003
9:34 PM past few daes, ive been roaming, shopping and chilling in town. bumped into loads of people too. relatives, long time nv see peeps and schoolmates. hsu fam was staying at mandrian so we did our christmas shopping together. hung out with bianca too and man, she talks like a train. anyway, her stories were rather interesting. haha. saw nice stuff, bought nice stuff. =p last week, i was just a typical slacker. treated to sushi by my tuition cher when i din finish her hw. and yeah, i still haven touched it since the treat on mon. and at home, im either in front of the television or just bumming arnd in my messy room. actually there was plenty to do, but i have lazybones. well, its been a bz week slacking and i enjoyed it =)
on christmas eve. went out with my dad and sis to the beach with bingo and copper. well, its still pretty hard to forgive him, but yea, i think i can do it now tht i know whats wrong with me. yeah, bathed the dogs and had pizza for dinner. =)
had christmas service ytd. gave out the christmas cards tht we wrote last minute at 2am the night before. lol. =X wore my bum shirt tht i just bought. lol. *nice* =p got to know the joshua21 team. =p cool peeps. slacked at sam's place and watched a walk to rmb again. lol. took a cab back to mei's hse. bummed arnd again and soon the party started. ate like nobody's business cuz the food was so delicious. couldnt sleep last night cuz my throat was sore so i tidied and cleaned my room. got the inspiration and i wana start afresh......=)...
1:48 AM GIRLS OF ROCK 'N ROLL
(The Chipmunk Adventure)
Sun goes down I'm just getting up
I'm heading for the city lights
Radio blasting on the way to the club
Gonna rock this town tonight
"You're living in a man's world," they tell us
But we ain't gonna buy it, the things they're trying to sell us now
Cos we're the girls of rock 'n roll, ooh
Yeah we're the girls of rock 'n roll
Rock 'n roll
Whoa, yeah
Heads up and I'm ready to go
My guitar is in my hand
There's nothing more that I'd rather do
Than be in a rock 'n roll band
What we have is what we will be giving
Heading for the top, don't you know, we'll never stop believing now
Cos we're the boys of rock 'n roll, you better believe it yeah yeah yeah
Yeah we're the boys of rock 'n roll
Rock 'n roll
damn cute song from the chipmunk adventure sang by chipmunks (sounds dumb) AHAHAHA. im writing everything mei says. really!????!! ahhahah. okie. got christmas party tonite! hurray! hahahaha.. =))....
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
8:32 AM I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby...
taaaaadaaah. my fav song for the month!
ahahhax. yeah, just pasting this here for today cuz its CHRISTMAS!
really bz now cuz of my last minute christmas cards. lol.
so yeah, ill blog today after church.
gosh its late. *yawns* muz go finish up e stuff. bubbyesss.
Thursday, December 18, 2003
6:18 PM great. im so packed, i hardly have enuff time to relax. im exhausted and my heart has this queer feeling most of the time. my mind is overflowing with thoughts and i just can't think str8. *screams and pulls hair* i don't know who im for the last couple of days, no, weeks. augh. i feel like a chicken. sigh, when wld i have the courage to make things right. why can't i. why can't i just be me. the real me. i don't wanna be so unnatural. i don't wanna feel so stiff. its pure torture. it sucks. *sighs* anyway, what can i do now? i don't even have my damn phone. -bangs head on the wall- mannn.
on Wed, went out with mei to bugis after ACP. bought my butterfly pendant at last. =)) saw my star pendant at perlini's (is tht how u spell it) well, ive decided tht i want the red converse wallet with the white star. cool =] golly, i do want a lot of things. lols. watched Brother Bear. ahahahax. everybody was so cute cans. =p saw the perfect heart for mei. but she didn't buy it yet cuz the shopkeeper could not take the chain out and her helper wasnt there to assist her. -_- some shopkeeper. anyway, we're going back there some other time. bought stuff for Christmas to give out too =)
collected books the next dae with all my cousins. rather little compared to sec3. =p cousins came to my hse to play and swim...poor paddy had badminton so she couldnt come. ate chicken rice. *yum* havent had tht in a very long time. =) li and shu helped me to decorate my hse. corny but cute la. ahahahax. =p thnks. =D ltr went to ken's bdae. kris just came back from Bangkok. lucky her. she bought so much stuff. very nice too. i like so many. gosh!~ =D had a great time there anyway, too lazy to further elaborate. going to town today with kris, keith, bianca and mei. dang~ i forgot to call mei. oop.
heard news tht really took a big burden off my heart. =) im happy for u. hai, i feel so bad. i havent called nuer. aughhhh, i need my phone. there's the musical tml, gonna be another bz dae. *yawns* im tired.
Monday, December 15, 2003
6:27 PM just came back from Phuket last night.
what can i say, hmm.
i love Singapore. lols.
well, everything was pretty good.
except one thing. tht asssssss.
i dun ever want to go on hol with him.
its miserable. =l
unrelaxing, which makes a holidae totally pointless.
augh, just thinking of it makes me mad.
ok, i'll just forget it. bahaha.
lols, the last day of activity was the best.
went snorkelling and tanning in the ocean.
so my tann is back. =)
crystal clear waters. a beauty.
saw so many different types of fishes.
sea urchins... and there were sharks too.
luckily we didn't have an encounter with any.
i just lurve the ocean! =D
shopping was rather boring.
nothing really nice.
went arnd with jean and mrs foo
while all the guys went to Golf.
only bought blaaaaas and chocs. *cheapcheap*
weeeediculous. i wanted clothes. lols.
went horseback riding and had spassss.
night market and scrumptious dinners EVERY night.
lols, my calender is filled with stuff to do almost everyday.
busy man. anyway, i can't wait for Christmas. hees.
gotta buy Christmas cards and pressies. =)
i hope everyone wld be happy. lol.
okie dokes. see ya.
Monday, December 08, 2003
8:12 PM mama's back. X) no more peace for me. cow, 1st thing she did was nag. but im glad she's back. =) i missed her so so much. well, i think i was hardly at home when she was in east timor, kinda busy with so much stuff. so i din really clean the house. oop. companied kris to do her hair at jean yip ytd. curly. lol. she looked like a princess. =p ate pasta mania until full full. she bought this lovely set of jewellery too for her prom. butterflies!~ =D waited at UF's clinic till he finished. slept there. lol =X. oh yar, this unreasonable woman refused to pay the payment cuz she claimed tht she wasn't pleased with his consultation. dotz. and she just walked out and my uncle didn't go after her. =S oh well, tht saves a lot of trouble.
went kris hse to help her dress up. painted her toe nails and she helped me with my finger nails. lol. damn lot of stuff to put. eyeshadow, blush... etc etc. come to think of it, its a whole lot more work for girls to dress up than guys. guys just have to buy hair gel. thts all man. whereas girls have to spend dunno how much $ to look good. fact is, proms are troublesome. lol. =X but its only a few times in a lifetime. so i guess i might as well go and experience next year's prom. hmm, kris wld have to help me and mei. -winks-i wanna buy a nice nice gown. hee =P hahaha...
gonna eat sakae today with mei and kris. mei's back! but me and kris leaving soon for our hols. awww. sighs. hols are ending man. =( next year's so scary. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOs. darn. missed my tv last night cuz papa took us out to eat swensons. and i bought my RED.)))) lol. i like it. lol. anyway, mei and kris have taped the shows. i wonder who won for Are You Hot? i hope its Lisa. Is tht her name? haha. not sure, but tht one hot girl. lol. =p its quite a dumb show actually, i wld nv join. lol, i dun have the assets anyway. lols. xp
Pastor wants Kris and me to go for mission trip next year. =) yay. she read my mind. the Fever conference was really great. it really taught me alot. i really do want to glorify God. i do hope i can go in Dec, i wanna wanna wanna be a blessing to others. esp the unreached people groups so the world can know tht You are God. =))) pleaseeeee. i need a chance and ill take it. oh man, i forgot to collect my books. sheeshh. school~ =( i dun wan to learn chem and physics...... i wanna learn east timor language so i can communicate with the people. im dreaming, i can't even speak chinese properly and im a chinese. =X hahaha... hm, i dun mind going to any country for mission except China. lols. God give me courage, strength, discipline and passion**
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I m dreaming of your face
I m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it s all said and done
it get hard but it won t take away my love
I m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it s only you and me
I m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it s only you and me
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Friday, December 05, 2003
8:42 PM MORNING! lol. =p its like 12+ and i just woke up. was up all night till 5.30. lol. had a nice chat with rich. =)) eh, wad vision of my tel no.!?! telllll me da truth!~ lol. =p i wana know. Anyway last 4 daes were really extreamely hectic. shagged out man. had fever 100 conference. good experience i must say, but a wee bit too long. i practically left my hse at 8.30 and reach home at 11 for all the four days. full attendance cuz lace was there. lol =p got to know the changi chapel youth. vivian, jeffeory and joshua the gay man. hahaha. nice people. =) saw a few of my school mates too, cheryl tan and trixia yong. all lee hse runners xial. hahaha.. got introduced to cheryl's pals, real friendly. =D *smiles* haha, yeah, i'm going for mission trip next year after Os. praise the LORD! well, the worship was really cool and funky. the drums were awesome xial. lol. went for lunch at so many different places and bought my shoes at tiong bahruu. i found the size. hurrayy! lol. time passed so fast, its over now. kinda miss it and them. =)
ytd was gone in a wink of an eye man. went pkway with kris to help her with her prom. hair stuff. finally had our chai tao kuay for lunch. met cia at e mrt, she was on the opposite platform. lols. fetched sam and dan off with the joshua21 team. =) dan and his nasi ******. so ****** man. lol. =p went kris hse to watch all the shows i missed during fever. had dinner with them then UF sent me home. damn busy week, but im feeling happy. =)
