Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Thursday, December 18, 2003
6:18 PM great. im so packed, i hardly have enuff time to relax. im exhausted and my heart has this queer feeling most of the time. my mind is overflowing with thoughts and i just can't think str8. *screams and pulls hair* i don't know who im for the last couple of days, no, weeks. augh. i feel like a chicken. sigh, when wld i have the courage to make things right. why can't i. why can't i just be me. the real me. i don't wanna be so unnatural. i don't wanna feel so stiff. its pure torture. it sucks. *sighs* anyway, what can i do now? i don't even have my damn phone. -bangs head on the wall- mannn.
on Wed, went out with mei to bugis after ACP. bought my butterfly pendant at last. =)) saw my star pendant at perlini's (is tht how u spell it) well, ive decided tht i want the red converse wallet with the white star. cool =] golly, i do want a lot of things. lols. watched Brother Bear. ahahahax. everybody was so cute cans. =p saw the perfect heart for mei. but she didn't buy it yet cuz the shopkeeper could not take the chain out and her helper wasnt there to assist her. -_- some shopkeeper. anyway, we're going back there some other time. bought stuff for Christmas to give out too =)
collected books the next dae with all my cousins. rather little compared to sec3. =p cousins came to my hse to play and swim...poor paddy had badminton so she couldnt come. ate chicken rice. *yum* havent had tht in a very long time. =) li and shu helped me to decorate my hse. corny but cute la. ahahahax. =p thnks. =D ltr went to ken's bdae. kris just came back from Bangkok. lucky her. she bought so much stuff. very nice too. i like so many. gosh!~ =D had a great time there anyway, too lazy to further elaborate. going to town today with kris, keith, bianca and mei. dang~ i forgot to call mei. oop.
heard news tht really took a big burden off my heart. =) im happy for u. hai, i feel so bad. i havent called nuer. aughhhh, i need my phone. there's the musical tml, gonna be another bz dae. *yawns* im tired.
