Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Saturday, January 31, 2004
8:11 PM ytd, was all smiles =))))
met esther+mei+kris at orchard.
we haven't shopped in such a long time,
ha, so i bought my bag. -beams-
at last! (everybody feels relieved) =)
es/mei bought me this 77th street top
for my bdae prenz. thankewww! =D
good shopping. but i still need a denim skirt.
headed back to kris's balmoral place
to change and prepare for ah ma's bdae celebration. =)
took a long time taking out my contacts
which i just started wearing this morn.
but anyway i did it! hahaha.
i prefer yr old hse kris!
SHIFT BACK! lolx. juz kidding... =p
made our way to Island country club
funky place. and the lift was pretty cool~ lol.
we kept playing with it while directing the guests.
abt 30 relatives came. =)
sa ku kong flew down from Kl just for his sis.
sweet. =)
took loads of photos. *cheese*
and keith's got a new phone.. !
ok, the best part... the food was just super!
i just loveeee the buttered prawns. omgg. -drools-
i feel like eating them now agn. hahaha...
told a few jokes to the guests =D
and luckily li en has the sense to exclude all the dirty ones.
hehe. =p sang songs too with kris's grandpa leading.
dedicated the ABC song to abc uncle =)
he looked happy. hahaha...
sang ah ma her birthday song...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR AH MA.
she's realli a darling even thou she nags so much.
well, im used to it.. =)
ok, the cake was realli yummy too..
the WHOLE day was just fab =DDD
*note to kris tht this is copyrighted. lol!
had church today, woke up chao earli to put my contacts.
in the end i cldnt get one in so i took it out.
anyway, i wasnt going to study or anything.
the sermon todae was excellent i must say.
its abt "Dying to self"
i took home the bulletin to read. =)
hmm, maybe i shld type it out,
nahh, too lazy.. maybe one day. =p
Question: Are you dead yet, Am i dead yet?
Well, Im dead certain that we must die.
We must take up our cross and follow Him, ready to die to self.
this realli applies to our daily life. hmms.
somethings to ponder abt.
alrightss, better get off the net
b4 mum starts to scream. -waves-
Thursday, January 29, 2004
3:35 AM todae's a totally awwwwwwful dae.
messed up the two testss =(
and im feeling so discouraged now =((
and yeah, im in the bottom class for cl compo ban.
=/ but mei's with me (yay) =)
im not alone! thts the class for all the englishy peeps.
chinese is like some foreign language to us.
ewww cans. its so disguisting. lol. =p
had chinese tuition str8 after sch
practically stoned and cracked stupid jokes.
justice pao ( some famous chinese judge i guess )
judge chao xiu pao! =X
xin ma. new horse?!! lol.
ok~ nvm. hahaha. =p
anyways, im overjoyed! ahahahax. =DDD
its something so tiny im not gonna dwell on it but it sure as made me merry alright alright. tv time --- achar.
last epi. *sad sad*
oh yar! cant wait for saturaday. =)
well, tata!
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
4:02 AM watched Peter pan and ohh man! He is so darn cute! esp when he smiles! omggg~ =))) Realli realli realli cute! =p but he's too young (for me) lolx. nvm. reminds me of internal affairs 3 when everyone in the cinema giggled and laughed when Shawn and Edison gave their ever so cute smilesss! Now i know wat i fall for. hahaha ;) well, but there's always more to that. =D
im tired. rained agn today. *brrr* had netball after school and my eyelids could hardly keep open. came back late so decided to skip the worship team prayer meet. afterall, i have the bloody chem test tml. Wongyuting sucks to the core. thurai sucks too. i tried not to hate them but u can't blame me for not doing so. They made me hate them. >=( Ungracious bitches. They shld apply what they preach abt school values. haha. just whatever, heck them.
okays. i don't think i wanna drop pure chem anymore. not going to let tht orge have her wish. humphs. =) haha. Now, im stronger after talking to her and i will try my best. realli don't want to fall back.
i know its hard, life's hectic. i want to make it thru e rain soon & i hope U will too
Saturday, January 24, 2004
10:36 PM Yoyoyoyo! CNY's come and gone. hong bao collection decreased this year ='( but i still feel richer. haha =p Am totally inspired by my tua ku kong aka rich man =X aka ABC uncle. lol! He's one damn good business man and his hse is like wooah! =DDD Aunty Es and him treated us to dinner at seaview hotel. cool~ guess how much ;) anyway, visiting was eating and eating and eating. tarts, ba kua, biscuits..... tarts, tarts, all kinds of tarts and KUEH PAITI! my fav! =) *yummy* had popiah at the tuan yan fan (isit?) Delicious. =))) ok, enuff abt food. im getting hungry again. hahaha. must start my hw soon. there is like 3 tests next week. oh yar, i talked alot to my relatives this year and so many of them went to acjc. hmmm. and they enjoyed it. =) so yeah, considering... even if it is like at the other side of the world. Mark, Daryl, Karen, Kris, Kevin... Alright. gtg, toodles =)...
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
6:36 AM "Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel like there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living person you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, and too strong for fear, and to happy to permit the presence of trouble."
Monday, January 12, 2004
3:58 AM Girlfriends bring you chicken curry and scrub your bathroom when you need help.
Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.
Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it, sometimes you don't.
Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually honest.
Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.
Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the laughter.
Girlfriends pull you out of jams.
Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.
Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when
they get married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!
Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hardtimes come.
Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.
Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.
Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.
Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.
Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.
Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let youdown.
Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.
Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to
go out and kill what makes you unhappy.
Times passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Love waxes and wanes.
Hearts break.
Careers end.
Jobs come and go.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favours.
Men don't call when they say they will.
BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many
miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing
her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have
to walk it for yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim,
cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your
behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes,they
will even break the rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry
you out.
My sisters, mother, aunties, cousins, extended family, and friends
bless my life! The world wouldn't be the same without them, and
neither would I.
I love my girlfriends many many! =) take care all and God bless =p
Sunday, January 11, 2004
4:42 AM You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flowing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
oooh
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)
ooh ooooh
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby, baby
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (too lost in you)
oooh
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep (no,no,no)
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
4:37 AM my want list:
1. Ripcurl bag (red) - $59.90 i paid $50 =D
2. Colourful earrings - $4.90
3. Pencil case (?)
4. Water bottle - $11.90 5. Handbag (?)
6. Bikini top (i found the ideal one, but its so ex!) -whines-
7. Small yellow monkey - $14 ( its goneeeeee -moans-)
8. Formal white shoes (butterfly) - $40 9. Jacket (?)
10. 6610!
11. esprit tee - $29
12. espirt watch - $168
13. dark blue denim skirt - ???
3:39 AM hullooo! havent updated like for 10022004 years. LOL.
been so bz since sch started.
hmm, lemme recall... (i have bad memory)
ahhh, sam's party, did i blog abt that? no.
lol. had this "surprise" party for him.
well, he suggested it. haha..so yeah.
anyway lace was the organiser...
so she was holding youth meetings after church.
"Everyone come here NOW for a meeting except sam" !
dots!~ weetarded. =p lol.
yup, it was cool. =)
they all played tennis in the scorching sun.
and i tried hitting a few bawssss. lol. =p
lace and dan are sud sia!
mel was tanning. and i sat on a shadow. =)
and of cuz, the swimming was loads of fun.
taught them all the sickkk songs. hahaha...
owells, lace seemed to enjoy them alot. =S hahah..
had dinner with sam, dan and rich at bedok...
overall, =DDDDD
alright. school sucks. esther and i have to return the class key everyday from this year onwards. esther forgot on the 1st day. my memory ain't good either. haha. but i dun think it matters. so who cares? lol. =) thurai's voice is causing my ears to ache. she sounds like she's in pain whenever she speaks. sia lah. and im right next to her! my poor ears. i think i shld bring cotton wool. lol. =p and omg, i hate my chem tcher. ugh! WYT! some orge. hai. anyway, i still muz strive on hard. =)
got so many tuitions now, im feeling sick. nvm.~ gave cca fair a miss cuz there was Royston's and Cheryl's wedding at PLMC ytd. =) really sweet. sigh, then suddenly my mood changed. and i rmbed tht i still dunno why everything just suddenly disappeared. we were so right. sigh. ok, but i was cheered up while shopping with irene, mei, and sung. bot sch U from bibi and baba. saw loads of pl girls. my father drove all the way to thomson to eat the famous roti prata. just drool~ it was delicious. lol. =) played badminton with my sister until 1am! lol. sudden urge la. she was trying to be like a coach. teaching me all those lunges+++ hahaha.. act pro. haha, she's really good la. =)
ate at cafe cartel today after church. walked arnd tm then headed to town cuz i had so many things on my want list. booo. and its still on 10. =( rained cats and dogs. richard had this smart smart idea of buying an umbrella. -claps- lol. ok, ive decided like tht bag. =)) i want it. hahaha. so just bought a watch tht caught my eye at first sight. =p i like it. hahaha. my shoe shop was closed. bloody! went mei's hse and slept. then had dinner with mum at darren's kitchen. yum. =) gotta start work now, gonna be tied up next week agn. there's dentist appointment and backup practice and ALL my tuitions. omg. -faints- lol. =) ciao!
Friday, January 02, 2004
6:12 AM Celebrated New Year's eve with my whole family. It was great. went parkway to get all the school stuff first. walked arnd then headed to mei's hse. slacked. played tht tinkerbell uno =p and i fell asleep while they played game of life. lol. and i didn't even notice Keith coming in. lol. had delicious food. the turkey and beef tht keith won at the club in some bowling competition. yum! =D anyway, the party was awesome. reminded me of the younger daes. haha. not tht im old or anything. but we were behaving like some small kids who had nv been to a playground b4. lol =X ALL us cousins headed to the playground like we always did, 2 yrs back. but it was a new playground tht they just built. ahahax. a very chim playground i must say. didn't know how to play with the equipment -scratches head- kinda modern, or isit retro? haha. dunno. anyway, still played in some way or other. oooh, i love the spinning thing. screamed like some mad idoit. spinned round and round. =p almost couldnt hold on. *dizzy* but it was a nice feeling =)) haha..! and there were these kids. they kept shouting for people to play blindman. actually, that was the game we always played on one of the equipment in the old park. but now its gone and the new one is too small to play on. =/ then we all gathered and this asssy kenneth and paddy shouted for people to play blindman. o_O and the small kids came to us! lols. then we were like, "just kiddin" !~ -___-'' hahaha... lameos. played firebutt, h and w, and freeze and melt. =p and i did not want to sweat. but i rained as usual. hahahax. =) went back to play pictionary. biggies and smallies. wells, watched the countdown. kinda lame la. no lilin =/ then they started spraying tht silly strings and snowflakes. soooo sticky. =p i tried to find the pop pop, but couldnt. i love tht thing. =) good to scare pple. hahaha... ! ;) and i guess ive lost ball sense. aughs. hope i dun have to play for the orientation this year. -prays-
First day of school today. could not sleep last night. too excited i guess. well, what for? i dunno. im always like that. hahaha. okkieeee. i like my form tcher. mrs ng errrrr... something. forgot her name =X oop. haha.. she's nice. i hope she continue's to be nice. she used to stay at my place. hahaha.. and my my.. now ive got to pay attention to announcements and during assembly which is my sleeping time. -_- augh. lol. nvm~ and im getting more muddleheaded too. thts bad. my spelling sucks ahaha. i cant even spell my friends names. =X maybe i was tired la. ;p ahahaha. the whole level got kept back after school today cuz we were bad. -_- argh, she was damn long winded. alright. who gets hooked on to spider solitare? lol. nvm~ *irritated* because of her we had to take cab to meet kris cuz we were late. watched school of rock with mei. cooool show. sooooo funky cans.. ! =p very nice. =) came back at 10. lucky mum didn't scold. =) she came to fetch me. heex. okiee dokes, tata, nitey nite world. zzzz...
