Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Friday, April 30, 2004
7:20 PM there are great speeches like Sam Gamgee’s. He’s the hobbit who accompanies Frodo on his adventures. Cameras. Lights. Action.
Frodo Baggins: I can't do this Sam.
Sam Gamgee: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.
Frodo: What are we holding on to Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
3:57 AM had p1 for english and chinese today.
pretty satisfied.
except for my narrative.
I as a mother. receiving shocking news of my daughter giving birth.
mama was like* thats so shit.
but she didn't say the word shit.
oh wells.
what else can my mind crap up.
met shann agn today.
i think i'll be meeting her every friday.
haha....(=
going cycling/rollerblading now.
been going like 100000000000 times.
needless to say, its really drug abuse!
lol, i will study ltr.
mei en's here. bye.
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
2:09 AM Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50,000 tears I cry
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me.
Go away.
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Monday, April 26, 2004
7:05 AM hilda's gonna wear a lime green dress with pink highlights on her hair. LOL.
everyone take out yr camera's. -FLAAASHES- =P
Sunday, April 25, 2004
1:51 AM im so scared i'll sink.
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Saturday, April 24, 2004
7:59 AM went to the library today to return the books.
and guess who i saw at the bus stop? ha ha.
and its not the first time i see him there.
that cute vs guy whom i don't think is cute anymore.
so who cares.
lol. bt mei still thinks so. =P
met her to rollerblade and cycle.
alternated. i neeeeed rollerblades!
mei's new ones are quite nice looking
and very nice to use.
smooth =))
ate at yummy wraps.
delicious cans`
passed so many peeps.
pris.celest.deepa.grace.
UH HUM UH HUM
a hump.
lol! =-grinz-
went up and dwn quite a few times
cuz of some forgetful ppl ;)
and cuz it was addictive. lol.
joined mei and family for shopping later.
bought nothing bt mnms bt =)))
Friday, April 23, 2004
4:19 AM met shann at macs
studied tgt =D
she's nice. =))
haven't seen her for a very long time le.
ate bk with her and mei
talked loads.
shall go out after cl os!~
hahaas
Thursday, April 22, 2004
6:33 AM clenched teeth.
all the way there.
held my breath.
held back.
stared str8.
words stuck.
bleeding wound.
breathless.
clenched teeth harder.
a shoulder.
overflowed.
ran red.
pinched hard.
tried to feel my grip
and nothing else.
controlled hard.
bt nt a nice scene.
6:33 AM gotta run 2.4 tml.
i don't wanttttttttt!!!!!!!
i don't feel like running!!!!!!!!
im such a sluggard.~
come to think of it
i have no stinking idea why i gave such a silly url to this blog.
haha. laugh the tears away? quite impossible.
the best way i deal with it is by, err controlling the tears.
or just sulking until i feel better. lol.
bt haven't come close to laughing them away.
=)) hahaha.
hm, i wish i had some blog in my mind.
where all my thoughts tht i put into words
wld go str8 in w/o me having to type them out phyisically.
or write them out. =)
saves alot of time and trouble. ha.
and the sch won't be prying/linking here and there.
and blah blah blah. nagging.
and i won't have to rmb anything. haha.
saves my brain's memory space. =D
1:17 AM if i do not learn to abide in Christ,
i'll nv have r/s's characterized by love, joy and peace.
i'll nv have self control necessary to consistently overcome temptation.
and i'll always be an emotional hostage of my circumstances.
where's the old you?
nobody wld understand.
why did i think you wld.
ive moved on alr.
you didn't see did you.
-surrenders-
gt a big fat 0 for the chi yu.
failed physics with a freaking 5.
passed on the dot for amaths,
and its so awful cuz all this while,
ive been doing my whole tb!
this is how much my studies are falling.
im dying.
a few times back then,
i thought of jaywalking.
so a vehicle cld pop out of somewhere
and just knock me dwn.
HARD.
anyway, i did jaywalks
bt i nv got hit.
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
12:24 AM forced myself to leave the hse early this morning.
to --- train the sec ones.
i didn't want to go, bt i went in the end. =p
anyway, im sick and tired of being nice.
i'll just leave it alone, like it will matter. -shrugs-
maybe she's just tired.
sleepy and everything..
thts why she's nt talking much.
or maybe she's gt nothing to talk abt anymore
we've probably chatted too much alr.
and guess what!? im assuming first.
bt its kinda obvious.
there is something so wrong with me.
i can't even maintain something in its right way.
im feeling awfully gd now.
with all this going arnd me.
and having to face tht yellowish bitch today.
and there's a bloody chinese test tmr.
and maths tuition tonight.
and im so far away frm God
and the worse thing is..
i can't bring myself nearer.
i just can't. -bigsigh-
Monday, April 12, 2004
4:19 AM helped out in napfa agn.
IPU. exhausted.
ltr had to record the scores too.
head hurts now.
decided to go for the cambridge dinner.
for the sake of michelle =))
off white or dark red i think.
had this crazy feeling last night.
of holding someone hand.
with the tingling sensation and evrything.
LOL. =p
maybe its because there are so many love birdies arnd me.
ahaha. whatever bev. =)
Sunday, April 11, 2004
2:08 AM yesterday.
shopped in the late evening at fareast.
we were rushing, bt we bought slips
kris got a preety "i shan't say". lol
had keith's birthday party at balmoral ltr.
nikk didn't come bt she came. lols. ;)
ate, tried clothes, ccmeeting.
lol. thats so cousins. =))
i was so tired.. so i fell asleep on kris's bed
while the rest played american idoit
from frankel close...
with the song...
FRANKIE FOO. -_________-''
bahaha. love my cousins.
easter sunday. 77777am!
at changi chapel. haha. =)
met dr issac lim.
the ps tht married my parents.
lee was acting so barbaric during the sermon.
wahaha. -slaps lee- =p
had a really fun time after church.
even thou we had to speaki in hua wen.
met sam's new gf. jenny.
she's a netballer too. =)
went straight hm after tht.
read the newspapers...
and fell asleep on the couch.
stuck on a new bk.
adding fats to my body too.
hm, cool story.
Friday, April 09, 2004
5:09 AM gd friday.
the morning Jesus died for us.
had service. francis khoo.
We went up for prayer.
his prayers were accurate.
nv heard such clear and straightfwd prayers before.
im touched.
First thing he asked," what do you want from God?"
right away i answered "disicipline".
no hesitation. i don't know why i said that.
well, he said a very gd prayer.
it was as if God had told him everything.
God read my heart.
He said i wanted alot of things.
bt i forget them all the time.
He has plans for me and i need not worry.
the pressure is so heavy.
give it to him, go to him.
ive gt to build my r/s with him.
He will give me what my heart desires.
ive been thinking.
im not sure what my heart desires.
desire is a strong word.
so, i just don't know.
maybe its better too, that i don't know.
ahma treated us to longjohns. =)
thankeww dearie.
hung out with lacey*irene*mei*kris* at orchard.
met fishball, karen and phil. =D
overall, im happy today.
even thou things are changing now.
i gt better when things happen to my disadvantage.
i heal faster.
i guess ive lost it all. =)
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
4:35 AM Love cld go on and you'd feel empty.
our nazi presentation was cool.
been so bz this week.
can't wait for gd fri to come.
netball is like whoaaa!
so many times a week =/
emaths is like killing me
and chinese Os are coming!!!
dang. i'll be happy if i get a C.
oh yeah, abt my dieting plan.
surprise surprise.
im still eating like nobody's business.
great. im supposed to be serious.
Monday, April 05, 2004
7:21 AM great.
napfa's coming soon.
im so dreading the 2.4.
im sick of sweating like a pig.
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
8:04 AM i mean orange julius.
i feel like eating orange julius.
bt im not not not going to.
hah`
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7:30 AM okay.
im seriously going on a proper diet.
fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.fruits and vegetables.
SERIOUSSSS!
IM SERIOUS.
fruits and vegetables forever!
ok, like real.
i'll just die w/o meat forever.
i wanna turn vegetarian thou. lols.
then i can have slim thoughts
not fat thoughts. =p
haha, cool.
k, is everyone raising their brows ?
lol. if i can become one, it'll be a miracle.
bt im still going on a proper diet. i am.
going healthy. small portions of food.
lots of FRUITS AND VEGETABLES
im craving for sausages now.
eh, i just had 2 a few hrs ago. =((
mannnnn, im such a pig.
i feel like eating julius caesar now.
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7:13 AM alex came to church agn this week.
surprised but glad.
was trying to tell him more.
its difficult,
bt at least he's interested. =)
walked arnd pkway with ying yeong after tuition.
got to know her betta.
she's nice la. =D
private schooling.
met joy too.
she cut her hair short. lol.
anyway, just went out with my dad.
i give up on jeans man.
and i ate two delicious sausages.
mouth watering. lol =p
Friday, April 02, 2004
6:15 PM heeeee.
im a gd girl =)
i finished trigo paper 1.
lol, okay, big deal.
going to the library ltr.
then pkway.
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3:33 PM went to bed late last night.
cldn't sleep.
weetarded ultraman doing weights.
lol. jkkkkkkk. =p not weetarded. haha
so did my trigo hw!
i can't believe it,
i actually did it.
took a very long time.
haven't even finished one paper.
bt at least i tried. =)
going back to trigo.
i hope i feel sleepy soon.
or else something is def wrong with me.
i only slept 6 hrs and im all awake now.
lol. ok. trigo.
2:56 AM they let out a little frog in class.
during a amaths lesson agn. but in front.
that thing went hopping everywhere.
mswong rather amused i mustsay
well, freaky frog.
i wouldn't touch it even if i had to.
i don't really fancy them. lol..
bt at least it broke the monotony of the class.
or isit her voice. =))
finshed That summer.
good thing to know i've got emotions still.
damn book made my eyes water.
anyway, i need a new book. =p
its hard to let go.
leave behind everything you believed in.
truth or lie, i'll nv know.
maybe one day, i'll see.
tht one moment seemed like everyday.
tht day was forever.
so long ago, bt so hard to forget.
stuck in my memory.
recalled so many times.
it leaves me to wonder...
who you really are.
i really wonder,
how you planted yrself so deep,
in my heart.
