Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Friday, May 28, 2004
6:43 PM fantasia really rocked.
=)))))))))))))))))))))
she sings w her heart.
she's the new american idol.
duhhh. ;p HURRAYSS!
im feeling so chinesesy these days.
kinda tired too,
bt i can't wait till after the Os.
haha.
im left with :
70+ chen yu
test myself chen yu & zhao ju
revise sec 1, 2, 4 agn
shii ci
gong han nice ju zi
read bao zhang bao dao book
then im ready.
with God's help
and prayer.
what shld i wear to msng's wedding?
heh, the church is just outside sennett.
it'll take 3 min to get there. =p
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
3:26 AM having tuition now.
sorta. just finished another pp2.
my eyes are gg to pop out.
lao shi is gg thru the pp now.
she called me.
i feel so figity now, cant sit still.
there's american idol tonight.
i hope fantasia gets the title. =)
pls don't let simon's prediction come true.
ive been feeling damn hungry the whole day.
been snacking the whole day.
HAI. just checked my marks and i got 50/80
and mei got 61/80.
i thought i did well. HAI HAI.
gotta do another pp tonight. -yawns-
bought the musical tickets today.
saw tht stupid prefect.
got at on sat afternoon.
centre, but rather far away. =/
but the rest thinks its fine.
so ok lor =))
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
7:31 AM my chinese tuition tcher is so sweet.
i take back what i said in the previous entry.
i loveeeee chinese
and even thou the teachers said study hard for yrself, blahX100
i'll study hard to please her ;)
and to make all her time and effort on us worth it. =)
i don't want to get a pass only.
i want an A!~
ha, no la.. a B wld be great enough.
haha, next thing i'll know, (tmr)
i'll be be having tht just wanting to pass feeling agn,
when i get back the mock exams.
but NO, im gonna pass well to make my tcher happy. AWW!
my confidence flucuates like those tranverse waves with lengthy crests and troughs...from the point of origin?? (oh damn physics, i duno what im talking abt)
or ahhhaa, its like the maximum and minimum curve!
frown (negative) when i get maximum failure (which means i fail la)
smile (positive) when i get minimum failure (which mean i pass! =))
or an example from chemistry. ;)
exothermic curve has an high rising activation level then it falls drastically to below the pt whr it started off from. hm, this particually describes my confidence level rising then falling.
endothermic curve has a .... IM TIRED.
actually both curves show my confidence level gg up and down.
so whatever.
just typing crap for fun to relax a little.
hrm, trying to recall other subjects and relate it to my unpredictable mood isnt really a gd idea cuz all my info is temporarily messed up, at the moment.
therefore this totally overrules the point in me typing this to rest for a while cuz its making me sorta confused.
this entry is come to think of it, rather out of pt. =p
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Monday, May 24, 2004
7:04 AM the chinese language is such a huge platter of manure.
it really stinks.
im turning blue due to the excessive amt of ammonia gas,
requiring to breathe it in for 7days or less (for now).
oh, but endure and nothing is impossible (uhuh, im throughly motivated ;))
till the 31th of may when i exhale everything ive absorbed.
hopefully ill pass out alright.
Saturday, May 22, 2004
12:18 AM my results are terrible.
i failed all the subjects tht i have tuition for.
i actually have a lot of tuitions.
hrm.
i wonder whats my problem?
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
6:37 AM im holding back.
im so angry.
they don't know me.
they're all the same.
indifferent and selfish freaks.
i hate it.
i can hardly do anything.
let it out and ill hurt them.
i want my hands to bleed.
tear the skin on my knuckles.
i want my thighs and legs to drip.
with sweat and blood.
i want windburn
and i wish they wld let me have peace
just for a while.
i not even allowed to watch daredevil.
Oh my God. pls.
i love that show.
she snaps, " its PG "
and why DO NOT watch soppy romance shows.
you'll get all lovey.
oh my God.
ive given in.
ive given in.
ive given in.
yet she's still like that.
i really want to hurt her.
she doesn't know how much she's hurt.
ive had enough.
but i can't stop the flow
and it'll probably drown me.
oh just drown me.
i couldn't care.
Monday, May 17, 2004
12:42 AM i just read meien's blog and her DOG bit up her new slippers!
ass trackker >=(
it was so nice.
the heart and all the glitz.
he just had to bite it up.
poor mei.
i didn't have once chance to borrow it to wear too.
tskkkk
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12:30 AM realised that i am broke.
feel terrible.
where did my money fly to?
bloody hell.
i hate this feeling.
gonna write out my lists so i can look at them whenever i want.
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
7:53 AM went taka w mei and kris. lol.
after so many weeks of slumping at home
we finally got moving.
and i liked a million things!!
even when we only shopped in 2 shops.
i really should be a lil more impulsive or i won't get anything. haha. =)
wanted to watch troy cuz i got a free ticket at golden v.
i think we're nv gg to ps for movies anymore.
3 bad experiences.
i experienced 2 only and surprisingly im not that pissed.
its mei and kris who i think loathes that place. =C
yarh, so we didn't watch it.
but anyway, i went with sung ann to watch it at tm.
thankfully there were tickets even though we booked them 5 min before the show.
haha, or else his head wld have rolled cuz he sounded so confident tht there wld be tix. =P
nice show. nice fighting. COLD LIKE DAMN COLD.
just came back and feeling like ive got alot of stuff to do.
ms wu paiikah just emailed me abt my chinese tuition.
chinese os around the corner, i'll have to face chinese tuition w the coffeebucks/toodle lao shi for quite some time. =p
18th may +++ thats the first session (MEI EN PLS TAKE NOTE OF THIS... in case i forget to tell yooo)im going to do some serious mugging tmr.
I promise ! i promise -screams- lolX
things i want:
1. zara blue flower skirt
2. mango chic blouse
3. mango blue shirt
4. pencil box ?
5. hand bag ?
6. sheep (baaa)
7. happy hse butterfly stickers
6. new phone
7. nice nail polish
8. sleep
for my room:
1. pretty bed sheet ?
2. carpet ?
3. i can't rmb
stuff i need to do:
1. study chinese
2. do acp's hw
3. burn my fav cds/vcds
4. arrange them in a file
5. watch the shows i want
6. read the books i want
7. cut my hair
8. see bing cop tie pupsy
9. buy correction tape
10. buy chem/phy tys
11. buy human geog tys
12. read the bible
Saturday, May 15, 2004
7:41 AM the clique came over ytd.
ate at the hawker centre.
cycled and rollerbladed.
krissie fell while learning.
=( poor her.
and agn, i received compliments abt my hse.
might not be the interiors
bt i know tht the view is def the point of their delight.
lol. =) its beautiful.
walked arnd w gloria today.
saw alot alot of pretty clothes.
bt din buy any.
headed to the spore river.
the breeze was lovely
and we chatted for over an hr.
hahaha. =)))
recalled our first outing when alethea wore a toot u2 jacket. w a tie!
hurhur` =pp
anyway, i miss her. xp
You’re the kind of friend
Who always bends when
I’m broken like remember
When? You took my heart
And put it back together again.
I’ve been wasting time with
Clueless guys but know it’s
Over.
Let me tell you why I’m
Through. I’ve got someone
New that’s just like you….
You’re it, you’re the ultimate
It’s automatic, I’m sure of it
No lie so don’t even try to tell me
That you’re not the guy. ‘Cause
I’ve been waiting all my live
For someone just like you. But,
You’re it, you’re the ultimate you.
You’re the kind of guy whose
Hands sense mine and shivers
Up and down my spine. You
Took my heart and put it back
Together again.
You’re the kind of guy that
Blows my Mind off, but now it’s
My turn. You’ve been right in
Front of me. Everything I need why
Didn’t I see?
You’re it, you’re the ultimate
It’s automatic, I’m sure of it
No lie so don’t even try to tell me
That you’re not the guy. ‘Cause
I’ve been waiting all my live
For someone just like you. But,
You’re it, you’re the ultimate you.
(Guitar solo)
You’re it, you’re the ultimate
It’s automatic, I’m sure of it
No lie so don’t even try to tell me
That you’re no the guy.
You’re it, you’re the ultimate
It’s automatic, I’m sure of it
No lie so don’t even try to tell me
That you’re not the guy. ‘Cause
I’ve been waiting all my live
For someone just like you. But,
You’re it, you’re the ultimate you.
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
5:36 AM had lotsa fun running today
while mei rollerbladed.
ate loads!
and more chatting after that. =)
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Monday, May 10, 2004
7:37 AM my eye is hurting like shit.
it'll be a miracle if it gets well by tml.
wishful thinking of mine.
its so pointless in hoping.
ive lost much faith.
i won't waste my time hoping.
i'll just get punished tmr for throwing a tantrum.
most likely going to flunk phy and emaths.
thats just so expected anyway.
and the xtra punishment - eye hurting more.
and if i continue like this i'll end up blind.
7:29 AM i just hate hate hate myself.
i can't be the right anybody.
i can't please anybody.
i can't please myself.
i cant't please god.
shut up. shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up!!!!!!!
i can't fucking please my mum.
just shut the hell up.
im better off dead.
12:01 AM tsk.
i have so many infections
my left eye has a painful sore on the lid.
and im half blind.
my ears are nv going to heal.
my skin has all sorts of stupid things on it.
tsk tsk!
went to the optition after sch.
that man really sucks pls.
he's was like accusing me.
and babbling a whole lot of crap.
and i don't care if my face was black.
to mum if you stumble on this site)
anyway, i went to jeeyee's.
gp, but definitly more reliable than tht freak.
its a sore man. not a diease. LOL.
but its painful. =(
oh yeah, exam today was horrible.
geog was pure crap
and amaths - i only knew 1 sum.
which was simultanious eqns.
not log se. =/
i shall just blame the eye.
its the eye's fault tht im failing.
Sigh. yarh right.
gg to take a nap.
i just can't do anything w/o my eye.
i just can't wait for this week to be over.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
5:55 AM 1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20-dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing
that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and
being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing,
no matter what other people think.
i think of these things to smile pls. lol.
from an email.
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4:48 AM memories,
dreams,
combined together
they're part of my imagination.
i don't think i long for them.
i rather they remain thoughts.
yet, still,
i imagine.
i wish.
i waste my time,
cuz none of them has ever become real.
im contradicting.
no one wld get it.
whatever it is,
i totally waste my time.
im wasting my life. AUGHH!
man, i can't even control my mind.
there's no purpose in them.
they're wasting my time
and how i wish they wld stop.
watched two lil brothers play tennis.
for an hour. AN HOUR++
freaking wasted my time agn.
snacked.
*i need (WANT?) acupuncture. wrong spelling? whatever.
i hate maths. i hate this rational form of studying/thinking.
why? cuz i don't feel rational. ok just what the hell am i talking abt.
binges suck. im so tired of everything.
studied ss w alex n mei at macx
bumped into dan and his friend on the way hm.
its the first time ive actually met him there.
considering his sch is just next to my hse,
its pretty weird we don't see each other often
meeting shann agn on fri.
i feel lazyyyyyy. =XXX
anyway, sc prac was fine.
just tht my results were so darn inaccurate.
eng p2 was sorta messed up.
just aiming to make it to a jc now.
heck, any jc will do.
preferably mj. =)
thou vj wld be awesome =))
hao gao wu yuan. (hey i know tht word!)
haha. OH MAN. i just rmbed.
ive gotta go to the dentist.
ive either got a hole in my back molar,
or its a wisdom tooth.
no idea. it just hurt alot, esp when i ate mcflurry.
bt its nt really pain now. =P
so i dunno what is the matter w the tooth. =S
I ATE LIKE A PIG TODAY.
and i still feel hungry now.
bt there's nth to eat.
thts gd. in a way. =)
