Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
6:37 AM im holding back.
im so angry.
they don't know me.
they're all the same.
indifferent and selfish freaks.
i hate it.
i can hardly do anything.
let it out and ill hurt them.
i want my hands to bleed.
tear the skin on my knuckles.
i want my thighs and legs to drip.
with sweat and blood.
i want windburn
and i wish they wld let me have peace
just for a while.
i not even allowed to watch daredevil.
Oh my God. pls.
i love that show.
she snaps, " its PG "
and why DO NOT watch soppy romance shows.
you'll get all lovey.
oh my God.
ive given in.
ive given in.
ive given in.
yet she's still like that.
i really want to hurt her.
she doesn't know how much she's hurt.
ive had enough.
but i can't stop the flow
and it'll probably drown me.
oh just drown me.
i couldn't care.
