Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Thursday, May 06, 2004
4:48 AM memories,
dreams,
combined together
they're part of my imagination.
i don't think i long for them.
i rather they remain thoughts.
yet, still,
i imagine.
i wish.
i waste my time,
cuz none of them has ever become real.
im contradicting.
no one wld get it.
whatever it is,
i totally waste my time.
im wasting my life. AUGHH!
man, i can't even control my mind.
there's no purpose in them.
they're wasting my time
and how i wish they wld stop.
watched two lil brothers play tennis.
for an hour. AN HOUR++
freaking wasted my time agn.
snacked.
*i need (WANT?) acupuncture. wrong spelling? whatever.
i hate maths. i hate this rational form of studying/thinking.
why? cuz i don't feel rational. ok just what the hell am i talking abt.
binges suck. im so tired of everything.
