Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Monday, September 27, 2004
2:46 AM Woke up early this mornin'
Made my coffee like I always do
Then it hit me from nowhere
Everything I feel about me and you
The way you kiss me crazy
Baby you're so amazing
Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder
I guess that I'm just fallin' Deeper into something I've never known
But the way I'm feelin'
Makes me realize it can't be wrong
Your love's like a summer rain
Washing my doubts away
Seven days and seven nights of thunder
The water's rising and I'm slipping under
I think i fell in love with the eighth world wonder
It's only been a week
It's coming over me, yeah
It's making me believe that
You're the one for me
2:23 AM its surely God's grace tht has brought me thru and guided me in every step i took. worship was great. (: it was a beautiful opportunity for me to lead the congregation. i wasn't tht nervous too. received smiles of appreciation and compliments after service. (: even though there were stumbles, He pulled us thru and came into our presence. He is certainly all mighty.
im thankful to God tht i have improved, but im still disappointed in my results and many many other things. it just hurts so much tht i don't know how to say it. its a mistake to be so over reliant at times. nth really matters anymore i guess. i wana be alone~ just you and me and my dearly treasured and loved ones... in a world of our own, with God as our father. (: just us.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
3:57 AM heyo! =D
todae was okay in sch.
had some career talk blah.
so boring pls.
anyway, we also had and ACJC talk.
and tht was pretty good.
hmm ~
wenta jurong island later.
it wasn't as bad as i thought it wld be.
hahas, slept on the bus to and fro...
cuz the journey was chao long!!
some interesting stuff they gt there.
had some fun myself. =)
now im back here blogging and chatting on msn and feeling sho tired! =p
was like a tv addict last night.
i went to parkway after tuition with my mummy to have dinner.
ate some oily sin chew fried rice but it was delicious. *licks lips*
hahah, then i rushed all the way back home cuz i thot tht amazing race was at 8! how silly of me! =Pp well, so i watched charmed. then of cuz the 2hrs finale of the amazing race.
ohh man! brendon and nicole are sucha cutey couple cans. brendon is super nice. i want!!! haha.
i was vouching for them to win but oh wells, chip and kim got it. it alright =)
there's unsung heroes tonite. lols!
so im gg offline soon.
and OC is suddenly back. finally!~
but its still as late as ever.
there's mansfield park showing tml nite.
hopefully i will be back from practice by then
haha, i hope my eyes are not overstressing when im trying to RELAX in front of the tv.
okok, im confusing myself. hehe... =)
enuff for todaee!
toodles! x))
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
10:00 PM Where you want me
Whooahh baby
Whooahh baby
Gotta make a little room for me to breathe
Gotta feeling that your about to pull me in too deep
The more I try to walk away
The harder it gets to believe that I don't need you
Ooh no
You've got a hold on me
There's no escaping baby
Got to find a release
Why do I feel so weak When you are near me You've got me in too deep So help me baby You're living in my dreams You're always with me You're the dark in my light You're the black in my white And I'll always know You got me where you want me You got me where you want me
You got me tempted by what's forbidden
How can you be so sweet
but ooh so unforgiving
And I'm emotionally drained
I'm about to go into the sea
But I don't want it...
Any other way
You've got a hold on me
There's no escaping baby
Got to find a release. Oooh!
Why do I feel so weak
When you are near me
You've got me in too deep
So help me baby
You're living in my dreams
You're always with me
You're the dark in my light
You're the bright in my light
And I'll always know
You got me where you want me
You got me where you want me.
You pull me close I can't let go
My hands are tied
You're all that I know
You pull me close I can't let go
My hands are tied
Your all that I know
6:17 AM went out with jen jen today after school! :)
watched DODGEBALL!!! ahahaz!
so hilarious pls! =DDDDD
i haven't laughed so much in sucha long time!
hehe. i love tht movieeee! lols!
laughed like some crazy chor girls pls. ;)
i don't mind watching it again. *grin* anyone?
ate long johns, smuggled in. YUMMY!
okay, we practically walked the whole of Orchard.
haha, its been a realli long time since ive gone shopping in town. =) yays, finally prelims are over and i can go out! =))
took neos! nicey!! =p
saw many many things i want.
actually its more of thought of.
now i want soooo many things.
- saves up $$$ - lol!
heee, i can make my wish list! hurhur~
jen's got good taste! =)) lols.
it was a happy day out. yays!
im happy* =)))
oh ya, we saw two s'pore idols. haha!
Leandrea and Christopher. =)
we were in top shop, eh. =Pp
yeah, Christopher looks not bad. hah.
i can't rmb how he sounds like. -thinks-
i shall see whether he will wear the shirt he was trying on the next idol show!
ahahaha. oooh, im a very happy girl today! :) *smilez*
Sunday, September 19, 2004
10:11 PM Im gonna hafta control all those feelings.
Just have to stop thinking and ignore.
I don’t know whats wrong with me.
All these come rushing into me like tht.
I don’t know what im thinking anymore.
Met silly date on sat ta study.
Okay successful studying
Did 3 geog mcq pps & 1 phy.
Okay, since we stayed at mp library for 3 hrs.
He brought his jacket for me since we knew it was so darn freezing cold there. :)
Lol, thank eu! *squeezes* :))
Headed to pkway for lunch at the groundfloor foodcourt.
Had the usual ban mian and treated him man chang fen.
Something like tht. Ahaha! ;)
Walked arnd and bought stuff from baleno.
Silly date bought me a blouse. Xiexie! :)
Then my mum called and asked me to collect the dodo fishcake she ordered from ntuc.
In the end, there was no more fishcake there so we walked all the way back to pkway giant to get the fishcake there. Dots.
I was quite pissed, but I was cheered up as usual. :P heez.
Luckily we managed to get the fishcake ( we were carrying 8 packets of fishcake, the people arnd us must have thot we were fishcake maniacs) lols!
Later, we went back. :)
Good day out. *smiles* I tried to study a lil when I came home but I couldn’t. slacked arnd and chopped chilli and frenchbeans at nite, then went to sleep. Hahah. :Pp
Friday, September 17, 2004
6:46 PM All the major exam prelim pps are finished! Yays! =D but theres still mcq left on mon and tues.
shucks~ anyway, i hope the results turn out fine. realli realli realli hope so! =') *fingers crossed*
was pretty pissed off laz nite. i can't stand having my plans switched abt here and there. but, nvm. i shld stop wishing too much, it won't happen. ahhh, watch this...these are my confessions, just when thought... listening to usher now. Yeahhs, nice :)) but nehmind! date was there to cheer me up! heee. im so utterly grateful to ya! some crap we talked abt and you know what?! you've got a nice voice. im not kiddin! so you better believe me. lols. :D
oh man, i gotta change my blogskin. ahahs! to something beaaautiful ;) this is super ugly.
anyway, its been tough and late nights and sooo stressy week... im throughly relieved its over. but the worse has yet to come. haha. i still have to stick my head into those thick books and cramp whatever they have in tha into my brain. lol!
Jen : i think im ready to go out with eu! ;)) when when? lets shop till our heads drop kkz?? hahaha! :P IMU!! *hugs*
Shann ( gothicstarr.blogspot.com) : thanks babe! thts swt of you. i miss you too! good luck for yr prelims ya. study hard hors! God bless you! -smiles- PS` date me soon!! hehe
Date : *BIGHUG* *grins* sorry abt the whole week, ill make it up to you lars, not to worry!
Friday, September 10, 2004
6:08 AM God is good Beloved, whenever you are in doubt as to which way to turn, submit yr judgement to the spirit of God, asking Him to shut every door but the right one. Say to Him, " Blessed Spitit, I give to You the entire responsibility of closing evry road and stopping every step that is not of God. Let me hear Your voice behind me whenever I turn aside to the right or to the left". [Deut. 5:32]
its amazing how God extends His guidance to the early messengers of the Cross. and also to me. :) *beams*
we are made perfect through suffering and no matter what difficulties may bring. He is still there; holding us. His perfect love never shrinks away. and we will bring glory through much tribulation.
Showers of Blessings = Radiance of the Rain His saving grace has rescued me from my sins
Thursday, September 09, 2004
6:35 PM she stares at the september calender. most of the squares occupied w smth tight schedule, highly stressful period. the messy scribbled words... some make sense, some don't and some shes desperately trying to accept. reality, rubbish and ridicule. she tastes the bitter taste of losing everything. but she doesn't want to fall again. nay, she won't let go that simply.
its the last day of the weekdays. ive been mugging during this sept 'hols'
like every other sec 4.
very tired. yes.
3 bdaes have passed in this week.
no celebrations cuz apparently they're all sec 4s like me. :'(
im quite sick and sick of doing all this work for myself.
sighs, but i want achievement right?
so thats the way i guess.
had a lovely lunch and dinner yest.
for lunch, yummy english beef & cheese pie.
and stuff from bedok market too.
and dinner i had pork chop! *drools*
and spicy sambal prawns.
haha, so piggyish man! ;P
missd abit of s'pore idol
but i managed to catch the results and the wildcards. one of the wildcards was a girl called Beverly. she was the last one to be picked. then everyone was calling out for her. LOL! i was sitting there hearing my resounding name. interesting. hahah :)
oh yar, this kun ming was showing me his magic tricks. okay. haha.. he taught me one. cool!
then while i was having tuition i figured out the other one! wanted to call him budden i was in the middle of the horrible horrible subject - Amaths. so how? ahaha. didn't call him in the end. baha!
somethings can't be said here, but im sho agitated by it.
AGITATED. IRRITATED. TEDTEDTED.
hai!
Saturday, September 04, 2004
5:16 AM of all the people i know.
i love my mum best.
and even though everything hurts
and i lash it out at her
cuz nothing. NOTHING is gg right.
shez still there for me.
shez still cooking for me.
nobody understands
cuz nobody cares.
i only have one friend in the whole wide world okay.
only one friend. and shez my mum.
time shows everything to friendships.
ive seen enough to know who my real friends are.
cux the closer you get, the easier to see the bare truth of it all.
so if you think you're my friend, think twice.
i swear im never ever trusting him again.
l i hate him.
hope.. and what do i get? nothing!
i get nothing and he takes it all away.
why the hell should i even give a damn.
you suck
and he sucks.
and everybody thts reading this and thinking whatever shitt you can possibly think sucks too alright.
i don't need yr help at all.
get out and leave me alone
like i have any place on this earth
and like its something people will bother abt.
thanks. people.
Friday, September 03, 2004
6:18 PM im gonna hafta change my biological cycle. :))
yeppers, went thru energy changes and speed of reaction last night. i hope i can rmb whatever i read even thou i din realli try to memorise.
im chao bored now. actually i want to change my template to sumthing nicer. :P but don't know what to change it to. ahaha! and i can NV change my template properly. it always gets messed up in some way or other. so.. anybody wants to help? :D
realli don't like the feeling of being stuck at home. i want to go out with my mama! desperately need to get a bed. i think a new tv wld be gd too. and i want a dvd recorder. :) aah, theres loads of stuff i need to get! :)) ohh wells. haven't gone shopping for a long long time alr. miss it. miss kris badly tooo! :p shez staying at the hall and may not even come to church. *sad sad* there's so many bdays coming up. mich, mei, alex... etc etc! don't know what the heck to get all of them. :S fact is, i can't stand choosing gifts. bahah. but i will.. not to worry ;)
not reading any book now. i dare not pick any up in case i get addicted to it. a dangerous postiton im in now, considering tht gloria has the curious dog incident book. :) good thing its the holidays. hahah. am i really gonna keep myself at home for the whole of today? anyway, im supposed to be sleeping in the afternoon so whad am i talking abt. lol!
i think im just driving myself crazy.
shall listen to josh groban cd and type a poem in here laters. *grins*
toodles~
1:39 AM last dae of sch! =D
and 1 more week to prelims.
cant believe it. =/
im sooooooo unprepared cans?!
it's all english's fault tht i wont be gg to the jc i want to get to. crapp~. maybe i shld just forget abt all the other subjects. hurhur. =p im kiddin myself.
gonna have to mug for the whole sept hols. im gg to be a good girl. gg to study like mad.
im psycho-ing myself. lol! ;)
got back ca marks today.
i was so expecting it. :(
tried to read mrs ng's remarks,
but it was kinda curly.
the writing - too curvy cursive
i thought i saw the word "unimprovement".
was beginning to feel all -tsk tsk tsk-
when i realised there was no such word.
confirmed it with mei and ahhh, so its "improvement"
augh, term 1's marks are grosssss!
k, but who cares, i improved. :p
note: it wrote : " a LITTLE improvement " hahaz, not a big deal lars.
i wished i did better...
gloriaaaa, im so sorraye! didnt mean to pang seh you! don't angry lars. ill make it up to you? :)
