Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Saturday, November 26, 2005
10:07 AM I can't sleep. :( Doing worship tmr, have to wake up at 7. Sigh. :( I don't wanna be a zombie. There's so many things i want to say, but i don't know what to say. My head is in a muddle, my heart is knotted up. Tonight is not an ordinary night. Things come back and haunt. I try not to think; feel, but the thoughts don't seem to go away. They won't leave me in peace, and let me have a good nights rest. Tossed and turned like nuts, so i decided to just use the com and here i am blogging now. I feel very weird blogging again. I can't express everything i need to express. I guess iv'e finally realised that i need to type out my feelings and reflections and not be a lazy pig. Practice makes perfect and soon i will be able to type an entry in 10 minutes! I think that this blogging thing will also help me improve all my "expression subjects" GP and Lit. Yes, though expressing is difficult for me now, i will blog to get a hold of it again. Hah. One thing though, its not easy to be totally honest since this is a blog and people read about you. Haha, it takes skill to be honest without letting the whole world know exactly about your situation. Vague and ambiguous. Yes. This isn't exactly the most personal outlet but this beats writing. I already have to write so much for all my 3 subjects, i must not get sick of using a pen. A few years back, i loved writing. It came so naturally because i such a visual person and i just loved writing la. Then something happened and i couldn't write with ease and passion anymore. Something like that, and thats sad. :( Ya, i know that sounds like crap cause i do lit and blah blah arty stuff but i feel that way when i write nowadays, especially when its about my own life. What am i talking about?! Nvm. Well, i'm beginning to type faster so thats a good sign and i'm feeling better too. I think it will be good to blog and get everything off my chest for future moments like this. I shall care a little less about the impression i make too but not until the extent where i'm labelled some obsene name. This just came to mind. I hate it when people put a sign on their blog which so obviously sends out the message that their parents are divorced/separated whatver. " Dad, why did you leave?, Dad come home please." Please, is that self pity or are you trying to create a cartharsis. But whatever, i don't really care. :) Hahaha. I hope iv'e tired my brain enough cause its 3+ am. I'll be a zombie with a tamborine looking really stupid. -.- Haha. Just received a call from Sung Ann (: Happier now and i'm looking forward to seeing him tmr. Chunk of midnight thoughts, just realised i didn't leave paragraphs. Goodnight dear.
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