Like lovers do...

Monday, December 26, 2005
4:10 AM

"Knowing you're in love with me, is the greatest gift of all"

This Christmas, you see me. :)
I'm truly happy this Christmas.
*butterfly kisses*

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4:05 AM

My beloved tortise. :) Ain't he cute? ehehe. ;)

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
3:40 AM

"God is always there. Rest, trust and let go" These words struck me during Pastor Lorna's sermon on Sunday. That was really all i had to do. :) I'm following my heart and letting God lead the way. I've made difficult decisions that hurt deeply, but i do not regret. If i don't take charge of my life and grab what truely makes me happy, who will? Right now, there is no doubt that sadness still lingers in my heart, but i hope, that in time to come, it will transform into lovely memories that i will smile upon and treasure. I'm sure God knows my heart's desire and who is best for me, so, i'll just leave it up to him to write my love story. I just have to rest in his peace, trust in his ways and let go of the little worries and troubles of the day. :))

I had a wonderful day today. The mood is still fresh in my head. :) If i used moonflower, i would be even more enticing. ;) Heehee chicken banana :)

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Monday, December 12, 2005
4:20 AM

These few days have been really meaningful to me. I do what i do because i know that if i don't, i may never get to again. :) Yes, take up all the good opportunities and experiences that come your way with no regrets and live each day to its fullest. By following your true emotions, you will hardly get a chance to feel that you have unfortunately left behind your heart's desire. This is because you have experienced it and i feel strongly that to know is as good as to own and to have. Its all written in my heart. My desire is not in fact only my desire, and those words are stamped right in the middle of my heart. :))

I got a small lil turtle on my dear phone. In the human world, his name is Seth. :) and i love him and his name :) And i also got moonflower body mist from bodyshop. Liked this smell for a very long time and now ive finally got it. Its such a beautiful smell, and i think i will be irresistably sniffable. :))

I watched a couple of movies again. American Pie and Serendipity. The combi is sick and romantic. haha. My dad was nice too and he bought me 2 dresses. I love them both although the price difference is extremely extreme. lol. Ohh, caught Pride and prejudice too. :) The english is like Woah. Hahaha.

Went shopping today at far east with my two dearest cousins! Finally! :)) Spendthrifts please. But, nvm, im super happy. :) Got a butterfly skirt, pants and a belt. Now i need more tops and shoes. Ahaha. ;p Its never enough. ;) Now im kinda broke and i owe kris alot of $$. POO. Okay, we took lotsa photos too. My feet hurt at the end of all the shopping. i had a wonderful day with them. :)

I must start revising my work. Where's my bestie!? Lets start okkk! :D Now, i feel freaking lazy to bathe. :( Heehee. :)

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
10:59 PM

Hello! I'm back to blog. Youth Camp this year was great. :) I mean it was super great for me cos i was totally happy. :) Hee. Nothing really spoilt it, although i wish Sung Ann was there to see how happy i was. He's off to the army, a waste of time i feel. But at least he's not suffering from too much physical. :) Its quite pathetic actually. =x Sent him off on friday while the camp was still on. Missed the egg and straw game. ehehe, but it was no loss, i didn't really want to play that game anyway. :p Rev Dr Norman Wong was our speaker for all the days. He was fabulous. The way he taught us about Jesus and us was super interesting and aiya, haven't seen a better speaker. All sermons should be like that. :) The dance went much better then expected too. I love the campers and the leaders! :) Nothing would have been possible if they weren't there to make it happen. :))

I feel so much better these days. Around my friends and everybody. Broken and estranged relationships have been healed or somewhat fixed. I hope i don't do anything silly to spoil all the dear friendships i have. I know that Jesus is helping me, every step of the way. I must get back to doing a daily quiet time to stay close to him, just like he is staying close to me. I may falter, but He's been there to pick me up and understand my heart's cry. Sometimes i just wish everything would be perfect. Things of the heart would be much easier and less complicated. Then there would be a happy ending and beginning to everything.

The hols are so fun. I'm not even thinking about my studies and therefore im stress free! Hehe! :D I'm getting better at playing the bass! YAYYYYYYYYYYY! :) and my 1st finger is getting as hard and plasticy like hardened wax. But whooooooo careeeeesssssss! :p I like the song ' All Bow Down ' I think its a lovely song and i especially love the tune of the chorus. Heh. Watched many movies too. Bride and Prejudice & Love Actually with Jermyn Pad and Sam. Really sweet cute and laughable. :) Caught Chicken Little with Esther, Michelle and Mei. Darn cute and retarded. Love it. :) Oh ya, Darianne came over to my house that day. :) Finally. We were supposed to study, but guess the obvious. ;p We ended up playing and eating. Bahaha. Played with make up. wohoho! We're pretty babes! Wanted to eat Gelare but time passed so quickly and there was no time. Time passes so quickly when you are enjoying yourselves. Thats why in one day, there should only be one activity to be made the most of. :)

Wow its 430 already. Woke up at 12 this morning even though i only slept at 12+ last night. Ive been getting far too much sleep. hahaha! But thats good. At one point of time last month, i couldn't sleep at all! So i guess God has answered my prayer for more sleep! Hee. I'm typing so fast now. :) Okie, time to read ma book! :) TATA

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