Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly
Sunday, March 12, 2006
2:08 AM I'm feeling a swirl of emotions now. Missing my darling doesn't feel that good but it isn't totally bad either. Haha. And, GP block test is tmr. Feel the workings of stress already and it sucks. Totally sucks because its making me eat like a pig. Actually no, eat like Sam when he's at a buffet. Can you imagine? Yes, i'm expanding at such a rate and there's no stopping unless my mouth spoils or something. Anyway, just to make myself feel better, stress is useless! Stress should not even exist. In fact, it does not exist. It is only there because some fella who didn't have anything to do came up with this term to describe something so difficult to encapture. I wish he hadn't. Then i won't know that i am feeling stressed. Wahahah... or maybe i won't feel stressed at all. :) All i have to do is calm down now.
Most importantly, i'm missing my dear so terribly much! Thats making me squirm and feel all uncomfortable inside. Havent talked for 3 days and seen him for 4 days. LOL. I'm pathetic man. How am i going to survive when he's in NS? I'll just die from over-missing him. :)
Been thinking about him constantly these days and he's always on my mind. Strangely, iv'e also been reminiscing about the many wonderful days before. I travel back to yesteryear and a smile comes to my heart. It swells with joy and incredulity at the amazingness of what has happened. I'm utterly and profoundly affected by the very thought of everything and my heart beats faster as i type this. :) I think i'm going to overwork myself just by thinking about you and about us. I'm in a state of rattling on and on, just can't get enough of my miracle baby. Everyday i feel for you and every thought takes me away. The myriad of things that crossed my mind and heart these couple of days are a hundred times longer than this short brief entry. But since technology is not advanced enough to record the vigourous formulations of my mind and heart, i will have to make do with a summary of my dearest recollections. :)
Can i just add another another 3 words that actually encompass ALL that i'm feeling? Of course i can. :D This is my blog isn't it. Yes. :)
Those 3 specials words that will never and should never be apart, I LOVE YOU.
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